To count how many times I've wanted to make a change in my life, it would take a lifetime. I try to search within myself the sources of unhappiness to find a conclusion of why I always want to change. There might not be anything wrong with me. The whole gay issue with me is so played out that all I want is satisfaction with my life. I won't find ( Read more... )

I have such a drive right now.

My mouth is still sore from that damn root canal. But my spirits are incredibly high! Not only is Beauty and the Beast debuting next week but I’m conversing with this really cute stalker lol. I’m only playing, he’s no stalker! At least I hope he’s not. You never know, he could be a killer and at the right moment (like the Planetarium) he’ll slit my ( Read more... )

Amber and I talked today which was nice! I’ve missed talking to her and I’m glad everything is worked out. I hope she can find her place with God since I know she’s longing to complete that part of her. In time I’m sure she’ll achieve greatness ( Read more... )

Brokeback Mountain ( Read more... )