so, I haven't written in over a year. it's been crazy. gabby and I went to las vegas. got back a few weeks ago.... and, that has been the most exciting thing I have done in that year. I still have the same job, I haven't seen alison in a long time, and I met a real hot army guy on the plane. but, haven't spoken to him in a long time. I drink way ( Read more... )

holla. I haven't written in this thing in so long. I have been myspace obssessed. which isn't great cause I do major league stalking on there. Philly has turned into my second home. Gabby is my best friend in the entire world. Alison I still love to death. no more Jeff (soooo over that). Club 27 is the greatest place on Earth. it's my Disney World ( Read more... )

you're a coward. what are you so afraid of? the fact that you still love me and you're trying not to? the fact that you know that if we both really tried, we could have worked. that now you're with someone else and the feelings aren't ever going to be the same? that you and I have so much in common? that when we're together, whether or not you're ( Read more... )

so, jeff and I broke up. it was really hard. still is. it was maybe like, two weeks ago or something. and, I am so in love with him... it's hard but I know I will be tough and tough it out... yeah. I wish I weren't in love with him ( Read more... )

I am really bored at work. and hungry. and this sucks. I am so tired and all that I do is complain ( Read more... )

I was thinking... I have been thinking about going back to school. but, it fucking sucks cause I don't know what I really want to do. and that was part of the problem the first time around. and, I dunno, I think it would be awesome to get the job that I actually want to do and be happy with my career and NOT be one of those people that complains ( Read more... )

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so today was pretty good. I had work, and for some reason it went by realllllly fast. I had a water fight with my aunt and gummie bears, and she told me that she is bringing in a super soaker tomorrow and I pray she doesn't. but, yeah that's my story ( Read more... )

so, I didn't eat lunch today. I had a few mini baby carrots and ranch dressing. my mom told me that I look like I am losing weight. that she can tell. which is a good thing. I am ready to be great looking. I want to get my hurr did and all sorts of stuff that right now, I just don't have the money for. I am going to lose more weight by watching ( Read more... )

I haven't felt like this in a long time. I know the last entry that I made was all sad and pathetic, but this one is probably worse. so if you're taking the time to read this, you can stop now if you want. I just needed to vent ( Read more... )