He's faking like he's dead!.....He's fucking faking like he's dead!!   (a shot is heard)   He's dead now!

....Ariane, i've killed more people than i can count on both hands....

(silence because i don't understand)

How can i live with myself knowing i'm here....a trained, able body....

(How can you live with yourself )

This is just starting to ( Read more... )

fuck....where do i begin?

This is already becoming old...

okay i'm a fucking dork....did i just seriously post a schedule of my agenda????  i hate when people do that and i just did!!! 

Today

• 11am phone conference with Mr. Andrews (lawyer)
• 1pm weekly manageral meeting - 2 hours

Next month thus far...

• April 4 Boston Social Forum presents Noam Chomsky @ mideast
• April 5 The Rapture
• April 7-8 "In store for you" workshop with Corbs in Boston

Tonight i tryed to commit suicide....

with a pilates ball...

And i can hardly get myself out of her bed,

for fear of never lying in this bed again.

Oh Christ, I'm not that desperate, am I?

Oh no -   Oh God -

I am.

What can i say about the St Patty's Day parade Sunday?...in Boston, no less ( Read more... )