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I don't get in here as often as I should, I guess that might have something to do with having a blog on the parenting site I moderate at. ;-) But these journals are actually cooler and not getting a monthly email reminder to update is a bonus too... I don't often have much I want to document but love being able to come back and look over what I've ( Read more... )

Again, it seems like an ion that I last came in here!! Thanks Andy for the reply to my last entry or I most probably would have forgotten to come in again ( Read more... )

Wowee, it's been so long since I last came in here!! We're not living in Christchurch anymore, we're living in Wanganui ~ which is okay, life is a lot slower here but we're doing alright. We're currently renting a house on a farm, it has the most stunning views out to the ocean ( Read more... )

Haven't written in here for ages... I finally went for my first antenatal appt yesterday, I was disappointed as I didn't get to hear the heartbeat, I'm sure everything is okay, I just worry as I know so many other young mothers who have had miscarriages, I don't think I could go through it, I'd go insane with grief. I think I've felt the baby ( Read more... )

I haven't logged in for so long, guess it's because I've been feeling so sick with all the stuff that goes on in the first trimester of preganancy ~ I can't believe I forgot how horrible morning sickness really is!!! ;) Still, I'm happy that we're having another little one and so is Jason. I just wish he'd get off his butt and get a better job, ( Read more... )

I found out that Jason and I are expecting another baby a few days ago which is cool but really nerve wracking too. We thought we'd just have a bit of a go at it, just the one time and if it happened, it happened ~ and surprise, surprise, it did!! So, I'm due on around February 2002 ( Read more... )

On Friday, I'm going to be going over to a chick who I met over the net's house, I'm freaking out as I'm so sure she's not going to like me. I ruin every friendship that ever seems to start budding as I'm so shy and I run away from relationships that seem to be getting too close, I've been hurt so many times, even Jason has hurt me and I love him ( Read more... )

I went to work for my big long day today, wasn't too bad, in fact, I'm actually feeling like I actually have got something to contribute to the human race. For the first time in ages I can actually pick out a few things about myself that I like and that others like ~ like the fact that I'm genuine, if I like someone, I like them and if I dislike ( Read more... )

Today I spent the day being as nice to Jas as possible, I've been terrible lately, haven't been treating him the way I should. I guess it's just that I start feeling low and I take it out on him when he doesn't deserve it, it's just that he and Tobias are all I really have in this big F@#$%D up world that I live in ( Read more... )