After a lot of deliberation and confusion... I have finally decided what i want to do when I "grow up".  I want to teach elementary school...and one day be a Guidance Counselor.  I haven't been this excited about my career choices...ever.

I might be in school until I'm 25...but at least when I get out I will be happy.  

I can count on one hand the number of people in this world that I completely trust with anything.  It's not that I only distrust guys, i have minimal trust for all people.   I said things last week when I was not really in the best state of mind to spill out my secrets or explain my issues.  I guess I'd like the opportunity to explain them again... ( Read more... )

“Life is like a box of crayons. Most people are the 8-color boxes, but what you're really looking for are the 64-color boxes with the sharpeners on the back. I fancy myself to be a 64-color box, though I've got a few missing. It's ok though, because I've got some more vibrant colors like periwinkle at my disposal. I have a bit of a problem though ( Read more... )

things I really want to do... in no particular order.

*live in san francisco for at least one year
*go skydiving
*go to Japan (but probably bring my own meals...)
*read all the harry potter books
*own a boat
*white water raft the grand canyon
*go to the olympics (meet michael phelps there..? that'd be hot.)
*change my own oil in my car (this might never ( Read more... )

reasons i am lucky:
*my friends are amazing
*my family loves me
*i am alive
*I have a BFFFL that no one can ever compare to.

I'm finding myself feeling the opposite that I expected.  I thought that tonight, once I cleared all unnecessary drama from my life I would be in a much better mood, and I could stop being so angry at myself.  And I'm not angry really... but I'm not in a better mood.  It's awful how even having the slightest idea that a guy might be into you -- for ( Read more... )

i dont know if i've every been really loved by a hand that's touched me.

i need for you to prove me wrong about you.

Oh, this is the start of something good, don’t you agree?
I haven’t felt like this in so many moons, you know what I mean?
And we can build through this destruction
As we are standing on our feet

So since you want to be with me
You’ll have to follow through
With every word you say
And I, all I really want ( Read more... )

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the holiday = amazing.  "sex makes everything complicated. even when you're not having it, the not having it is complicated."

 I saw The Holiday....

flippin adorable.  I will own it.

I'm excited to be reunited with my roomie tomorrow!