I really dislike having to rely on other people to get me aroung.  Meghan had to help me get dressed today, Dan had to wash my hair...and its so wonderful to have such amazing people in my life that are willing to do these things for me, but at the same time, I like to take care of myself.  My new years resolution this January is already decided ( Read more... )

I am writing from my Hospital bed.  Currently my little IV thing is beeping to notify the nurses that I need more antibiotics so that I don't get an infection in my leg or in the rest of my body.  On Tuesday, I was hit by a truck while I was crossing the street at a crosswalk...The driver was trying to make it through the light and wound up running ( Read more... )

Honesty is the most important part of any relationship or friendship. You have spent months lying to me, lying to the person that you say you love, lying to the person you pretended to love, lying to yourself, and lying to everyone else around you.  I bet you're tired.  Eventually, you'll be able to rest, because all of your lies will push all of ( Read more... )

Today is a winding road
Thats taking me to places that I didnt want to go, whoa
Today in the blink of an eye
Im holding on to something and I do not know why I tried

I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation; what Im feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe theres a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of ( Read more... )

in 10 days i graduate college. imagine my excitement...

would i be out of line if i said i miss you?

In high school sophomore year, there were these two boys that sat across from Melissa and I in our art class.  These two boys were the dumbest high school boys I think that I ever knew.  They couldn't for the life of them understand how they got caught drinking by their parents when they left their beer in the cup holder of their car and their car ( Read more... )

There's a boy who works at Starbucks
Who is very inspirational.
He is very inspirational because of many things.

I come in at 8:11, and he smiles and says, "How are you?"
When he smiles and says, "How are you?"
I could swear my heart grows wings!

So today at 8:11
I decided I should meet him
I decided I should meet him
In a proper formal way.

So today ( Read more... )

Life doesn't really suck right now...but it sure isn't much fun.  I have all A's and B's in my classes, which I am very excited about...but struggling to keep.  In addition to that I have a lot of other requirements that I need to meet before the end of the semester, I am working the maximum 40 hours a pay period and still unable to pay my bills.  ( Read more... )

"When Gin and I were freshmen in highschool and I didn't know her she came up to me and told me she owned an oil well with my name. And then she showed me a picture. Perhaps just to prove it. Because, you see, Virginia is JUST that cool. And thats the kind of girl she is. She owns oil wells, gives them names as if they were human, and then brings ( Read more... )

I'm disappointed...very, very disappointed.  Yes, I'm disappointed in myself, but more than that I am disappointed in people that I thought I could trust and respect.  I realize that no one is perfect, and I realize that mistakes happen.  BUT, people should learn from their mistakes.  I cannot ever, ever, EVER respect someone who behaves in ways ( Read more... )