Ok so its been a while since ive actually had the time to sit down and write one of these... so i guess i just want to get some things down in writing so that i remember this point in my life. Its weird how when you are in the midst of something in your life you feel so different than you did after looking back... whatever! Ha Im so giddy its crazy ( Read more... )

I really didnt think this would ever work out... i was really sad, then pissed and disappointed...i felt like i wasted 3 years of my life, and in a sense i dont know that i will ever change my mind about that... but in the end things are GREAT...being single is fun, and i feel more free then i ever did with him ( Read more... )

i feel so confused and unsure of my place in all of this. it is really hard to think she wont be here anymore. everywhere and everything i do makes me think of her. her smile, her laugh, and how strong she was after everything she had already been through. i dont know what to do. with billy she wanted everything to be perfect, she told me how ( Read more... )

screw you

I really dont know what to say, what to do anymore. If im around, your upset. If i go out, you get angry. All i want is for us to be happy, and that is bullshit. If all you want is "to leave so bad, and know what it means to be alone," than leave. I cant be living a lie. If you are just gonna hurt me in the end, and fuck me over than dont. I ( Read more... )

it would be nice to feel pampered on my birthday...
just a few things i thought of...
red delicious perfume

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so i haven't updated in awhile ( Read more... )

im not sure how to get a hold of all you whores...so this is it ( Read more... )

so im now 19...since monday...and i dont feel any different...

thank you to my baby for my terrific gifts... i loved the flowers sooo much baby...and my sidekick...yaaaaaay...

but #1 was my new cutie "NANA THE POD"---
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i am done with training...now i officially work at Olive Garden...

tips are lots of fun

WAITING FOR MY BABY TO COME HOME...THEN WE SHALL GO BOWLING