I'm already dead
on the inside
But I can still pretend.

I'm writing here cause I'm too lazy to get up and get my journal.

I want to go home

 Hey, it's been a couple billion years and I thought I'd just write.  I think I have problems I could write about and this has been a difficult few weeks, but it has been for everyone and I keep absolutely everyone in my prayers, which I actually do regularly now.  A lot of people have begun to reject this whole "higher being" thing, but I feel ( Read more... )

I should just call this journal like "Forbidden Love with the Electrician ( Read more... )

AHHHHHHH, THE ELECTRICIAN CAME OVER TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HE WAS SO CUTE!   I think he got a hair cut, I didn't recognize him at first.  He was with this other very tall guy and I had just watched a movie about this guy picking up girls and then murdering them, so I was paranoid about opening the door, but then he said he was the electrician ( Read more... )

I believe it's been awhile, this entry is kinda random.   I don't feel like talking about problems, I'm trying to learn to put past mistakes behind me and just continue with life and try to do my best, because it's really all you can do.  All State was a 95 by the way.  I was extremely happy,  I thought I did so bad, I would've liked to do better, ( Read more... )

My grandma moved in on friday and her apartment looks awesome i must say.  I like it in there and it reminds me of her house, except no itchy sofa.  My mom works a lot so my grandma thinks we've abandoned her and she doesn't eat unless we're there to like..show her how to eat.  It's really weird.  The doctor says he doesn't think she realizes she's ( Read more... )

What I look forward to is continued immaturity followed by death.

i live by this sentence. 
(quote by dave barry)

I didn't really do anything this weekend. Some positive edge stuff on Friday, which turned out to be a lot of fun. Then some AP conference paper stuff with emilita on satuday. My fingers are freezing so I'm not really typing a lot, I just wanted to post something. Hmmm....I should be studying for my APES test. I started and I came online to get ( Read more... )

I think I'm going to change my background. It's cool but i can't really see anything; hurts my eyes.  Oh, so archibald did not give us an essay tonight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I wanted to go down on my knees and cry in pure happiness ( Read more... )

Stephanie here. It's been awhile.  I have a myspace. I'm almost ashamed.  You don't really do anything with them, they're just kinda there.  Anyway it's on private and I didn't detail my life so I pray no stalkers ( Read more... )