My life sucks, ups and downs.. I want to talk to someone without feeling judged for the mistakes i made. without feeling pushed to do something i dont want... please.

Was it all fake, the way you told me you love me first, The kisses, the long sensual moments ( Read more... )

Talking last night with Arlene and everyone about horses. Made my dream of having my own farm surge back up to the surface. It never left per say. But i through it to the back of the mind because the costs of running a farm. I mean, id like at least 10 hectares(about 24 acres). Finding that around here at a DECENT price is like a male performing ( Read more... )

I cant wait to be back in the soo, I get to see jessie Monday, and meet Lux.
I dont know what it is about her, but i feel like i don't have to hide anything, We talk about kinks, sexual fantasies, school, family, life, everything. It is really refreshing to be able to communicate with a girl like this.

So My ex's mom texts me today, saying that a job opening is soon to be at the essar. Emergency Response Officer, I need a resume, i have until april 8thish. Arlene would you be willing to help me?

You Are A ( Read more... )

- Valid Ontario "D" Drivers License with "Z" Endorsement - or out of province equivalent ( Read more... )

So, im looking at taking this 12 week fire training course, its 10 weeks in orangeville, then 2 weeks in houston texas. It costs 13985, but its cheaper then 4 year fire science, and it gets me all my certs needed.

No sleep, due to anxiety, over dirty everything. Dirty sheets, dirty bed, and filthy room. I'm running on 4 hours asleep. I couldn't breath.I took the only clean blanket and used it as a sheet, and just layed there. Thankfully I brought my own pillow. And now i have 2 more nights of no fucking sleep. ugh. IM staying in a hotel saturday night!!

They say new year means better things to come, new chances and new leaf. For the last while I have been in a slump ( Read more... )