I'm actually really glad I didn't hang out with Saeed today. I had a really productive day, including three meetings, a tour of a new SHC co-op, and a potential job opportunity, and I also enjoyed spending time with people around the house! Also, our basement renovations, however messy, are coming along very nicely. I'm excited to see the new ( Read more... )

I like my music to be an experience, rather than just a sound.

I hope I don't get sexually bored too easily! :(

I love you so much that when you hurt me I hate you ( Read more... )

Depressed.
Another depressed morning.

I want to cover everything in sight with how much I love him. It's consuming my mind and it hurts. I hate hiding how I truly feel.

i love you
i love you
i love you
i love you
i love you

I could do it all day, but where would that get me?

I need to force my mind to put itself in a better mood. This is the first weekend I've had off in a long time. I'm supposed to be enjoying it.

I cry everyday ( Read more... )

I'm scared too.

But everything works out in the end...right?

I'm sick of feeling like I love Phil [Colley] sometimes and like I don't want to be with him other times. I want to do what feels right, but going back and forth like this isn't healthy. I put us on a break, but we still act like a couple. It might be time that I just break it off completely ( Read more... )

My heart won't ever stop holding your hand.

Regardless of how absent I might be from your heart, compared to how present you are in mine.