I knew that this wouldn't be even remotely easy. I couldn't imagine anything being so hard until now. I am sad and I feel so empty and just disconnected. I just want to be happy. I don't want to talk about it. Just thinking about it is enough. Everything reminds me of you.
I have so many mixed feelings about it. Graduating is what I've been looking forward to since I got into highschool, and now its practically here. I have met so many people and made so many amazing friends... and in less than a month, I'll be leaving all of that behind. Thinking about it really upsets me.