i don't post often anymore...if i love you, you can talk to me on MSN. :p

xx.

possible new year's resolution #1:

stop sending boyfriend verbally abusive emails at work when you're mad at him.

hmm.

i'm not your crumpled paper sack your
cumstained rag your
fist pocket your benefactor
and i never was your lover.

i want to ask him to marry me. i WON'T, of course because christ knows i just got out of that and anyway, i'm acting like an infatuated teenaged girl, but y'know ( Read more... )

if you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you & me. it can be anything you want, either good or bad.

when you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog & be surprised (or mortified) about what people remember about you.

*ping*

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alli says the cure for suicide is vitamin c and weed. here's hoping alli is a rocket scientist *gulp*

:p

it's no fun fighting with jeff anymore. i sent him a message saying 'you smell like an elephant's *expletive deleted*' aaand all he said was 'so?' i guess we're grown up now. :p

he said, you've been adored but you've never been loved. that's all i wanted then, though. champagne instead of warm milk. your fingers in my hand, the fog, the watery december sun.

you want to know something weird? my great-great grandmother was a creole woman from new orleans. i've probably got jagged bits of ancestor bones floating around in sewage down there.

i'm disturbed. :-p