Recovery is bliss.

I don't feel anything.
Today was a blur all of its own.
Staring in a mirror is staring at a stranger.
My hands have disconnected from my wrists.
My hands belong to someone else.
I'll never see myself again.
I never saw myself.

Slow motion is the phrase of the year ( Read more... )

Jealous, envious, discontent, bored, unsatisfied, curious, distressed, anxious, lost.

So, I've come to the conclusion that I am the most envious person in the whole world.

Do I want to be with him? I don't know.
Do I want to be him? Yes, I think so.
His creativity is my captivity.
I want what he is.
I want what he is going to be.
He is what I ( Read more... )

I can't help but feel lost and completely out of control.
I don't know who I am or who I would like to be.
I haven't seen anyone.
I only see haze.
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Is this what it feels like to slip away?
I'm fading from prior life without knowledge or reasoning behind it.
I'm a mask.Fake, plaster and paint ( Read more... )

I'm stuck ( Read more... )

My heart hurts. When will it stop? I just want to be whole again. I don't want to be overtaken with desperation. It's pitiful and useless. I can't get the memories out of my head. I'm so jealous over new situations. I don't even know why. Rest in peace was what I was told. That breaks my heart even more. Why do I have to disappear from ( Read more... )

Every day, I feel as though who I am or who I was is drifting away. I'm going back to hell. My stomach hurts, my head hurts, my heart hurts. I'm weak and tired, but I can't seem to get my mind clear enough to fall asleep. I was cold last night. I took a bath. I passed out and my head fell nearly blinding me as I jammed my eye into the spout ( Read more... )

You only want what you can't have.
That's how it's always been,
I just never realized.
Loving you never made you love me.
Only when ignored was when you cried.
Never caring about my problems ( Read more... )

I didn't know I could be so.. lifeless.