im kind of confused now...iono what to do about it. i dont know what even can be done about it. wish there was answers...but i guess ill have to walk in faith.

now i sit in sandiego till sunday. and i have cable ( Read more... )

1. Your name spelled backwards. werdna ( Read more... )

ha! internet is back after 5 days!! SUCK IT COX CABLE you dirty mot#$%k*(^s

its been an interesting week and i cant wait till tomorrow at 9pm midnight. done with finals is great and all...but at midnight im 21 and im going out to buy a drink somewhere. ha! you cant stop me ( Read more... )

for those who care to know... lifes gotten a lil better the past couple weeks. positive events, good support from friends, and simple time away from depressing thoughts got me out of that rut for now. and for the next two weeks, i have to try to dig myself out of the academic hole i put myself in ( Read more... )

if life is made of lessons and tests, someone find me a drop card cuz im failing this class

FUCK! i got problems

wtf you guys. i swear people are dropping like flies. forgive me that im a little buzzed right now...but mabye thqt will help me speak more directly. i miss my friends...and it seems everyone is changing. my sister told me once that you dont kno wyour true friends until sophomore or junior year....and we're pretty much past that and everyones ( Read more... )

i think that was one of the best discussions of religion ive ever had. thanks dave and seany =)

how often will i be up this late, feeling all alone. and knowing that having friends to talk to wouldnt even cure the problem, but rather just put it off for a while. when will this end...when will it finally go away, stop haunting me. when can i finally see the light.

...but if or when that day does come...the day i can finally be freed from ( Read more... )