Comments | chedarr: >warning: emo journal

chedarr

>warning: emo journal

Jun 05, 2011 22:35

Allow me to dissipate the use of my America facade just so I can get this out.
I have feelings that I would like to get rid of, because keeping them in is what eats me to death.

( >dumped life story into long journal )

vent, horribly moody vents, emotional dumpage

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chedarr June 6 2011, 04:06:43 UTC

Kinda surprised someone would actually comment here.

Really, it's fine, I just needed somewhere to get this all out...

...also just knowing that you'd like to give me a hug kinda makes me feel a little better too, thank you.

xelijahbabe07x June 6 2011, 04:05:57 UTC

This was some powerful stuff. And unfortunately, I'm a little too far from Miss to drag you out and make you do reckless things (b/c I never play nice out in public...or anywhere for that matter) but if I did happen to be closer, out we would be. I'm sorry things pile and pile and make it hard. I understand. Really, I do. I don't ever say things about myself much but trust me, I GET it. A little too much. But...just try to hang in there. And when it's a little too rough, and even when it isn't, I'm totally here for you.

chedarr June 6 2011, 05:09:23 UTC

I want to visit random states, maybe I won't be so far away at one point.

Also I really do appreciate you helping me out, thank you. ;~;

xelijahbabe07x June 6 2011, 14:24:06 UTC

you shouldn't tempt Big Brother with such information. Rapeture will occur.

Aw of course. Anytime. I may be ditsy but I'm good for a listen. ;)

kamikazemusume June 6 2011, 05:06:55 UTC

I think it's a result of my own socially awkward nature, but I find it difficult to reply to this sort of post with anything meaningful or even coherent. I'll give it my best shot, though.

I really wish we lived closer together, because then I could maybe be there next to you and say this face to face instead of from the other side of a computer screen and be able to hug you and cry with you, because even though I don't talk about my feelings much, I do understand where you're coming from and I have felt almost exactly the same way before. I just... I want you to know that you're not alone in how you feel.

chedarr June 6 2011, 05:21:34 UTC

Well, it's the thought that counts, right?

Though I really do hate my depressive bouts, then make me dwell too much on the past...but I'll be fine now, so that's okey!