Sometimes the world takes you in mysterous directions. Sometimes forwards, and sometimes back. Sometimes I feel like I'm not going anywhere, and just watching life fly by. I don't want to live my life by random chance. I want to be in control of where I go. For too long have I gone on thinking that if I just give it time, everything I want will ( Read more... )

My tongue is going to be pierced again. tonight, after work, I'm packing like 9 people in a big ugly green van and mobbing down town and running metel through my face. All who know me, you know this is a big deal. I'm totally getting a tickler and a tormentor ball. I missed my tool of oral fixation, you can only eat enjoyable things every so often ( Read more... )

Life out here is getting so frustrating lately. The circle out here is so small that one person steps out and the rest can't keep it up. I'm slipping myself but I'm hanging in there, keeping everyone else together like I always do. I need a weekend or better yet a whole week away from this place. I want to go out to the middle of nowhere in a big ( Read more... )

My dad hates me. He just told me that there is nothing about me that he liked, that I was selfish, self centered, and my cronies are going to be my demise. It's the worst feeling in the world, like my belly button shot inwards and stabbed me in the heart. I felt like this once before, and I hate it just the same. I think I'll cry tonight.

So I have a 3 day weekend coming up and I have the greatest plan. . . I'm going camping! Anyone who wants to go, can, but I'm not coming back til monday, and I'm leaving friday night. A couple cases of beer, a bottle or two, and some blueberries. Food and water are a given, but I was just listing the necessities. I havn't been camping for so many ( Read more... )

Long time no post. Sorry bout that. I’ve been pretty busy. The new apartment is going good. It reminds me of my old apartment. There’s me of course, a mohawked misfits punk named Duckie, a fat massachist slipknot maggot named Muffin man, and Frank. I believe in karma, and I also believe that everyone has to have someone to keep them in balance, ( Read more... )

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Those are the ways to get ahold of me. I don't have a computer to check this site, but I can check my e-mail from my phone. I'll be away from here for a while, because I'm poor, so don't be shy to get ahold of me if you feel it necessary.

James out!

I just moved into my new place yesterday, best belated birthday present ever, and I'm so happy. It's just a simple one bedroom apartment but it's now my home. If nothing else says that I'm here for a while, I don't know what does. The feel of it is warm, that's the only word I can use to describe it. My grandmother came out for a few days and today ( Read more... )

Holy crap it's been damn near a month since I've updated. Sorry y'all. What to say, what to say. . . hmm, well, I got all my paperwork turned in for my new apartment the other day, when all of the political bs is done I'll be moved in in about a week or two. I officially leave teen-hood in 11 days, that's catching me off guard. I'm not done being ( Read more... )

So I finally got my jacket out of layaway from the Wilson's leather store, and I decided to take some pictures of it on me. I didn't know which shirt to wear, as not to take attention away from the jacket, but none seemed to work. So i just did away with the shirt and the results were. . . . well you tell me.

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