Things are changing, fast, and to fast for me, I am sitting in shock on a daily basis. Where do I start, my friend johnny. He was riding a dirt bike, and a accident happened where he lands on the other guys bike. He breaks his whole face, he is in Yale hospital, in a coma, with tubes in the back of his head pumping out blood. If, IF he is to live, ( Read more... )

Well Its about time I updated. Everything is going better for me, I'm almost done payin my shit off, an tommorrow Im bringin my car to tha mechanics finally. the shit needs it, its all kinds of fucked up. Lately I just been tryin to have fun, I've been playin pool alot, and going out alot, meeting alot of people. Last night I was at my usual joint ( Read more... )

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I have taken away my last 4-5 entries, and made them private so only I can view them, I had information on there that someone did not approve of, and so I remove them from public view. I love you.

p.s. Christina look at the tag of the stuff horse I gave you. I mean that, and always will.

-me

"It's true the way I feel
was promised by your face
the sound of your voice
painted on my memory
even if your not with me,
I'm with you

you / now I see / keeping everything inside
you, now I see even when I close my eyes

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Now I'm trapped in this memory ( Read more... )

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I'm in pain, it hurts alot, I lost all will power, to many pains at once, to much to bare at once, it hurts, it hurts...

§~Chee~§

So its been a while, I haven't written in a long time, but something drove me to write. Maybe a sense of change, I dont know. But anyhow, I haven't yet left for the NG. Training was supposed to be scheduled on sept. 23. But most unfortunately, my recruiter messed up, and did not schedule me for a physical, and I did not depart on the given day. So ( Read more... )