READ FIRST PART OF LOG HERE~ Title; Jongkey rp logs (Confessions of a KPOP Diva Star? lol jkjkjk)
Genre; Angst, Romance, AUish, ABSOLUTE CRACK
Rating; Rated T for Teen ( for this one anyway )
Disclaimer; Lucy is a Fag Hag through and through, but thy characters portrayed in thee smut, thou shalt not hers. Sadly, but unfortunately true.
Pairings; JongKey, sneaky!2min, EunHae, HanChul, SiChul, and other sneaky pairings trying to get JongKey's screen time lol ;) SPARKLee and Super Suitors FTW! (haha, yes I went there)
Summary; Key is distraught and confused because of his feelings for Jonghyun. Something to that cliche extent. This log is basically Key struggling with those emotions, and it getting extremely awkward and complicated along the way.
Notes; This RP log is all about getting to the forsaken hospital to see Key, and all the shenanigans along the way. A LOT CRACKY, a lot pathetically distressing, some just wrong. But I can guarantee babes, you won't be disappointed. OMO Apparently the original post was SO LONG that I had to split the entries in 2! D:
Previous Logs;
one,
two,
threeIntarwebz is srs buzines; These logs will contain images/animations(gifs) and other goodies, to make it more "fun" to read. Most of the images I find randomly, and unless noted otherwise were not edited or made by me. No copyright infringement intended. Thank you. ♥ Also, I'm leaving this as is, typos and all. It's gonna take long enough to actually copy all this on here. If you guys like this, I might share others. :)
BACK AT THE HOSPITAL ROOM~
Taemin was still sitting by Kibum umma's side, and sighed softly as he looked at the time. He couldn't believe how incredibly late it was getting and there was still no Jonghyun hyung in sight. It was silly of him, but he thought that maybe if he would arrive, Kibum would wake up. Yes, like in the fairy tales where true love's first kiss solved everyone's problems~
He seemed out of it for a bit, but immediately came back to reality. He felt the same hand that had comforted him earlier, resting upon his shoulder. Taemin leaned against the hand, his bottom lip quivered as he looked up at Minho, "I want Kibum hyung to wake up already..."
Minho was ever so serious, he didn't enjoy seeing Taemin distraught. He was used to Taemin's almost constant smiles, and something inside Minho pained him to see him anything but. Visiting hours were not only limited, but they were almost over. He squeezed Taemin's shoulder reassuringly, "Don't worry, I know that Jonghyun hyung will make it. I'm sure it was probably the traffic that has kept them from getting here on time."
Onew stared at Minho and arched a brow, because he couldn't help but find Minho's sudden bout of courage intriguing. He wouldn't even dare lay a finger on Taemin if Key was actually conscious.
He leaned in close to Minho's ear and whispered, "I'd like to see you try that with umma around..."
Minho semi-glared in Jinki hyung's direction, trying to ignore the comment all together. He didn't know what SPARKLee's leader was talking about... All Minho was doing was comforting his band mate and best friend, seeing as Taemin was rather sad.
He decided to just stay quiet, but eventually moved his hand away from Taemin's shoulder. It seemed Jinki hyung was patrolling in Kibum umma's "absence". It was very awkward.
Thankfully, amongst the sudden even more awkward silence, he spotted Jonghyun hyung by the door. He let a sigh of relief escape him, "You finally made it."
Jonghyun reached the room out of breath, having left everyone behind in the elevator in order to get there first. He had been so anxious, and after having gone through hell and back... he was there... The first thing he saw was Kibum, laying on that hospital bed, complexion paler than it usually was. The tubes going into his nose, the weird looking contraptions, everything looked so intimidating. Key looked so small and vulnerable on the hospital bed. He couldn't hold back the tears any longer, as he made his way to his best friend.
The youngest of them had been sitting by Key's side, and Jjong tried to smile best he could but to no avail.
"I'm sorry... I..."
Onew and Minho had hugged him, and Taemin followed suit as well. He could see the younger one's eyes glisten in tears along with him. Jonghyun tried his best to keep it together, but he didn't know how grave the situation was. All he knew was that it looked serious, from the bandages on his abdomen, all the bruises on his once flawless face.
All he cared about was to see Key open his eyes again, the rest didn't matter.
"Please, tell me... how did this happen?"
Onew sighed as he let go of Jonghyun, looking over to Key as well, "Unfortunately, we're just as uninformed as you are. The doctors are still doing tests, but it seems he'll be okay. As you can tell, Kibum was hurt pretty bad."
Something bitter rose up Jinki's throat at the thought of how Kibum had gotten hurt. He was found at a club, and could only imagine all the unfortunate possibilities.
He snapped out of his reverie as he spotted the doctor by the door, from the look on Taemin's face Jinki took it as a cue to go to him. Taemin had been dealing with all the doctor related stuff, and he wasn't even of age yet. He was lucky the doctors let people that weren't from the immediate family actually speak with the doctor... Either way, he excused himself as he also spotted YiJoon's sad face.
The doctor politely let Onew know that since she is immediate family, someone else had to leave the room. He nodded and pulled Minho away, the younger obliging due to the circumstances. Jinki passed a hand over JiYoon's back in a lame attempt to comfort her, "I'll come back after talking to the doctor."
He would've had her talk to the doctor instead, but he didn't find her capable of doing so at the moment. Onew highly doubted that she wanted to do anything but be in the same room with her brother. He didn't want her to break completely, so he took it upon himself to take charge.
What were leaders for?
JiYoon smiled best she could as the tears rolled down her cheeks at the sight of her brother. She was so grateful he was alive, but at the same time it hurt her to see how badly injured he was.
"Kibum," she silently muttered as she passed her fingers softly through his hair, "you have to make it through this."
Taemin knew he should probably leave the room as well, seeing as he had been the one by Key's side the longest... But he couldn't bear himself to leave, especially not now. After having had hugged Jonghyun hyung tightly, he offered his spot on the hospital bed to him. He wanted Jonghyun to sit where he had, and hold Key umma's hand just as he had.
"Please, sit here hyung. Be by his side, and talk to him even if he's not awake," Taemin choked up and looked away. He was desperate at that point, and wanted Key to open his eyes. He truly felt that having Jonghyun's presence in the room would be a great help, if only enough to bring a smile to the diva's lips again.
Jonghyun obliged with Taemin's request, sitting on the hospital bed as he let his hand rest slightly against Kibum's chest. He knew he couldn't let it linger there for too long, considering that he was badly injured. Jjong didn't know the severity of it all, but he didn't want to cause Kibum anymore pain. That same hand then found it's way to Kibum's own, squeezing it softly, "I wish you could tell me what happened, Key... I want to know how you got hurt... I want to make your pain go away."
He couldn't hold back his tears, but he let them roll down his cheeks. Jonghyun brought the hand closer to his mouth, letting the stray tears caress Kibum's skin.
The insistent beeping in the room was driving the man crazy, but he still held onto Kibum's hand. His thumb pressed into his palm delicately, just as he used to do when he was bored during interviews. He always loved to play with Key's hands and ears... hell, if had given himself the chance he would've loved to play with all of Key-At that moment he stopped his whole thought process, because it was going down dangerous waters.
After what seemed like a good while he began to talk out loud, since everyone else was in their own world. JiYoon was still standing by her brother's side, while Taemin had kneeled down by the bed itself.
Jonghyun voiced out his feelings, trying to keep it together... it was impossible. He smiled to the best of his ability, placing soft kisses against the cold hand he was still holding onto, "I'm sorry, for letting you down... I've been a horrible friend, haven't been there for you lately as much as I should have... I need you Kibum, please," he sobbed silently, "don't leave me alone."
Kibum could hear voices from afar, but his head was throbbing to the point of breaking. His eyes slowly fluttered open, but he could hardly see. The voice was becoming clearer unlike his vision, but the voice was welcoming and oh so familiar...
He heard beeping sounds almost blocking the voice he was straining so much to hear. His hand, someone was holding his hand, and Kibum felt his hand damp... The sounds becoming more audible, vision clearer as well, but he still wasn't sure where he was.
"Please, don't leave me alone."
The words, those words... He knew the voice all too well, his eyes watered at the sound as he squeezed the hand holding him in return.
His throat was parched, and it hurt to talk. He couldn't find the right words to respond to him, so he did so in the only way he knew. The pain sunk in and Kibum winced. He didn't know why he felt pain, but it was unbearable.
What had happened?
Jonghyun's eyes widened when he felt his hand be squeezed in return, and he looked right into Kibum's eyes. He was slowly opening them, trying his best to come back to them. Jjong couldn't believe how much of a sap he was being as he bawled over once more, standing up making his way towards his best friend.
Slowly he draped himself around Kibum, making sure he didn't hurt him in the process.
"Kibum, you're okay... you're awake... Thank goodness, you're okay," he smiled wide and stupidly, letting a sigh of relief escape him. He had so much more to say to him, but that could come at another time. The only thing that mattered at that moment was Key.
Kibum was so confused. Why was Jonghyun crying? He blinked in confusion as he attempted to hug him back, but the pain coursed through him.
"Of course, I'm okay you big lug," he smiled warmly patting Jjong's back. His heart began to beat faster at the closeness and of the memories swimming in his head that he didn't remember clearly of.
He whispered softly into his ear, "Where am I?"
The pain was too much for Key, but he didn't want to make it obvious. Although, he took a quick glance to his side and spotted both JiYoon and Taemin. Why were they there? Why did they look so sad as well?
Had something happened to him?
His head was throbbing so violently, he wasn't sure what to do. He mentally panicked and clung on closer to Jonghyun without realizing.
"Why am I in so much pain right now?"
Taemin got up from his knees and his eyes widened much like his hyung's had. He smiled but sobbed at the same time. He was so happy to see Key umma's eyes open again, "Umma, I was so worried... I thought you were never going to open your eyes again."
He decided to wait his turn to hug him, but seeing as Key was completely out of it Taemin thought it wasn't the right time. Deep down, he knew that Key umma-whether his consciousness or not-was waiting for Jonghyun appa to arrive to awake again. He knew it.
It didn't matter, because Kibum umma was still in extreme pain. Taemin wasn't sure if Jonghyun hyung had the ability to take away the pain yet... Maybe the kid was asking for too much.
JiYoon's eyes watered as well when she heard her brother's voice. She was so happy that he was okay. She hugged Taemin, because his crying was only making her cry more. Everyone was just having one big cry fest!
She then smiled wider, answering her brother's question, "You're at the hospital, bro."
Of course, after she answered Kibum, she realized how messed up it was that she was smiling. :| But she couldn't contain her tears of joy, being able to hear her brother again.
"We don't know much of why you're hurt-or how you got hurt... But that doesn't matter Kibum, because we're all here for you. There would be more people in the room, but there's a visitors limit," she continued to smile, and finding her own cheerfulness obnoxious. She was just so grateful.
Jonghyun tried to calm Kibum down, after realizing he was in a hospital room his pain seemed to have intensified. He remembered watching all those American sitcoms that revolved around hospitals, and how when a patient lost it they would use sedatives. He didn't want them to use a sedative on Kibum, Jjong wanted to be his own sedative.
"Calm down Key," he held him close, shushing him softly, letting his fingers run through his hair soothingly. It calmed Key down slightly, and that made Jonghyun smile to himself.
He whispered into Key's ear in return, "You got to be careful, you're hurt," Jjong let his hand wander down the bruises on Key's elegantly high cheekbones. His face has always been so perfect to Jonghyun, even bruised up it didn't make a difference. The bruises only served to piss him off, to know that something or someone actually hurt Key deliberately.
Kibum felt his cheeks flush and enjoyed his hyung's attention very much. He felt his mouth twitch into a smile, even though the pain was killing him inside. He looked over to his sister and his son, smiling in their direction as well, "I wish I could remember what put me in this position, but... I'm so glad you're all here with me."
He winced in pain, clutching onto Jonghyun again, "I'm not going to lie though, I'm so glad you're here Jjong," he bit his lip in embarrassment, his head making him feel as if were going around in circles.
Memories kept on recurring in his head, but they felt so foreign.
Jonghyun smiled back and kept holding onto him, unless Key said otherwise. He placed a soft kiss on his forehead, before continuing their embrace, "Why wouldn't I be here? You're my best friend," he let the smile linger a bit more.
He tried to dismiss the fact that his thoughts were anything but pure at times, especially earlier that evening. The fact that he had thought of Key instead of his girlfriend... was something he had to look into later. Right then, he had to focus on Key's health.
Kibum smiled just as wide, feeling his heart go a million beats per second. It felt so nice to hear those words. He pulled away for a moment to stare into Jjong's big puppy dog eyes that he loved so much, "You're right, we're best friends, partners and more," Key then placed a kiss on Jonghyun's lips, chaste at first until he tried to intensify it-forgetting about their audience all the while.
Something inside of him told Key that he had done wrong, but how could it be wrong? Jonghyun was his after all.
He pulled away when he heard Taemin gasp, finishing off reluctantly as he slowly ran his tongue along Jonghyun's bottom lip. The look on the man in front of him was priceless, confused, with a hint of desire-Key hadn't expected any less.
Taemin blushed bright red at the sight in front of him. He didn't know if it would've been appropriate to say anything. He didn't even know his umma was capable of something so forward-well, he was capable, but this was all a whole different ballpark.
"Omo..."
JiYoon simply nodded, blushing a bit as well, but for some reason wasn't very surprised.
She sighed and shrugged, "I knew it."
Jonghyun felt himself whine at the loss of contact, and cursed himself for being sensitive from earlier on in the night. He didn't even know how the alcohol hadn't made him completely pass out yet, especially with all the troubles he had gone through to get to the hospital. Although, now that he was there with a very extra forward Key, he didn't know what to do with himself.
He licked his own lips as soon as Key parted, feeling lonely. Jonghyun shook his head, still in disbelief, "W-What are you d-doing?"
Kibum smiled again, nibbling softly on his own lip, realizing he shouldn't have because it had been broken. It was amazing how he hadn't felt pain when he went to kiss Jonghyun.
"Well, I thought that's what married couples do," he whispered the rest, in order for the others not to hear-mainly Taemin,"Kissing is tame compared to the other stuff we've done," Key chuckled, wincing again from the pain, deciding it was best that they called a nurse before it worsened.
Jonghyun's eyes widened again for the-he lost count how many times, "Married?"
He had to treat the situation delicately, considering that Key just woke up from being unconscious, only God knew how long. He couldn't understand why Key thought they were married of all things... It still brought upon all sorts of thought processing that was most likely to be deemed inappropriate.
His jaw still hung open, not knowing what to say or do next.
Taemin's jaw mimicked Jonghyun hyung's, and he just... What was going through Key umma's head? None of it made sense!
"Kibum umma... you're married to Jonghyun appa?"
Kibum chuckled, "Of course Taeminnie, how do you think you came to be? You didn't think the stork brought you to this world saying A-Yo, did you?"
When everyone gave him very concerned looks, Kibum laughed-trying to forget the pain it brought to his already injured abdomen, "I'm kidding, geez. Can't you guys take a joke? Still, Jjong, don't you remember the day we got married?"
The rest of the bunch waited for Kibum to laugh again, but it never came for he was dead serious about being married to Jonghyun.
JiYoon looked from one to the other, keeping the best poker face ever. It took various 4minutes later to realize, Key wasn't going to say anything.
She let a very extra concerned sigh escape her, "Well, I definitely didn't see this coming."
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A/N: DEAR GODS, it's inevitable most of these men have a microphone surgically attached to their hands OMG. But for the sake of the story, let's use our imaginations and pretend it's not there. :| EITHER WAY, I'm running on VERY low sleep. I officially finished this log at 7am with no sleep in my system. I slept for three hours, and was awaken by my baby cousins. They came back from their father's house today, so yeah.
This log had SO MANY people, and dear Gods there's more coming... I'll add more notes if I can remember anything I want to say. ;-;
Next post will be Chapter 3 for the Circus of Illusions~ And a surprise for my readers. <3
I think I should totally make a post about the siblings and family tree and what not. :3 There's a lot of funky combinations.
So far, Heechul(SuJu DUH) and Taemin are bros.
JiYoon(4minute), Key are brother and sister, with Kevin(U-Kiss) as cousin(who will pop up next time >.>)
Jonghyun, Amber, and Donghae are the Dinosaur family and I made them all real siblings. :)
EunHyuk(SuJu) has a sister by the name of Jessica(SNSD) LOL, DON'T ASK ME WHY I JUST DID.
MORE CRACK FAMILY PAIRINGS TO COME~ MAN WHAT BEAUTIFUL FAMILIES UNF
YOU DON'T KNOW HOW CLOSE I WAS TO MAKING LADY GAGA, LADY HEE HEE'S (Heechul's alter-ego)GODMUM OR SOMETHING. LMAO
Oh yeah, and thank Shakira for some real sexy JongKey stuff next post~ ;)