I want to know you. You seem like someone worth knowing. Every day I feel like I’m surrounded by people with hard edges and sour faces but I get the sense that you’re different. Too often people seem to think that they have the answers to everything. Their faces are trapped in permascowls and they can’t be bothered with anything besides their own ( Read more... )

You learn not to assume things. You learn not to assume that the day you spent together in bed and took photos of each other against that white wall was important to both of you. In reality, only one of you will ever care about that day. Only one of you will flinch when you see the white wall again. The other person will forget it ever happened. ( Read more... )

"I believe if there's any kind of God it wouldn't be in any of us, not you or me but just this little space in between. If there's any kind of magic in this world it must be in the attempt of understanding someone sharing something. I know, it's almost impossible to succeed but who cares really? The answer must be in the attempt"

Before Sunrise

I'm not the kind to care but after last night, 20th August holds a significance for me. You know the thing that makes you so special is that we started off the wrong foot but eventually, you and I got it right. I believe we'll always get it right.

“If you love someone, ask him for nothing. Don’t hold him from his destiny. Don’t keep him from going off in search of his own answers. Don’t ask him for commitment. You will know commitment is real when it is something given willingly, and not as something obligatory. Don’t ask him for promises. If you are patient, if you have faith, you will know ( Read more... )

I have always feared that no matter if I loved myself or were to eventually feel love or be loved, I would always be treated like an object. No matter the situation, no matter the circumstances, no matter whom I meet next in my life, no matter who passes me by in the street, holds my hand, makes my dinner, kisses my ass, or loves me from a distance ( Read more... )

There’s something about depression that not many people get. When you have an up moment and you’re feeling relatively normal to your peers, you haven’t cured yourself. You’re not cured, hell, the battle is only really starting because you’re starting to believe you’re cured. The real battle, oh God is one sick fuck for this, the real battle is when ( Read more... )

‎"...I've come to believe that there exists in the universe something I call "The Physics of The Quest"- a force of nature governed by laws as real as the laws gravity or momentum. And the rule of Quest Physics maybe goes like this: "If you are brave enough to leave behind everything familiar and comforting (which can be anything from your house to ( Read more... )

In the event where action means more than words, you have to remember that sometimes the inaction to do anything can mean just as much or even much more and can be interpreted in a number of ways you don’t even realize. Oftentimes I forget that, that even in situations where you weren’t the one who walked away, you have to realize you also didn’t ( Read more... )

I can never bring myself to delete this livejournal. Its just these tight grasp I have for it, it has a place in my heart. I guess tumblr will always be fun but its reblogging after reblogging. I get so distracted by the massive amt of photographs and words, I never have the insane urge to write for my own sake, for my own pleasure. I miss this ( Read more... )