To answer some of your questions - I don't know anything more that my doctor going "hmm sounds like you have a heart murmur" and that was it. I was too sick to ask her any questions about it.

Also I'm so bored I'm watching the Fantastic 4... oof. Lame.

oh yeah and Alex, I did in fact die before receiving your comment, thanks :D

So I just found out I have a heart murmur. Isn't that exciting?!?!

I know you wont read this but incase you ever do I just want you to know that I'm sorry.

Gah this semester has sort of sucked, a lot. Every week there's a new problem to deal with. I feel like I haven't slept in years. And it's not so much a lack of sleep, tho I do think I am deprived. Life has just been so draining. I think it's almost all over now though. Things that were weighing heavily on my mind are finally getting done or ( Read more... )

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Pinched nerves in backs suck dick.

Life is awesome.

School is sort of sucking a whole lot. Part of me just wants to stop right now, it's not where I want to be.

My room is full of fumes. My windows are open and I've been fanning the room with an old cardboard portfolio from Pearl for like a half hour. I think I've lost a few braincells. no more spray painting inside, oof.

Today was good. i always get so bothered by dumb little things that at the time feel so monumental and compressing. but then silly little things change that. Today was good. i rode me new bike with my sister. It was nice. i talked to someone and it was good. it was really good. we talked for a long time about nothing at all and it was nice ( Read more... )

Two hours of searing, burning pain
+ Going into shock about 10 min before it was done
+ Hurting really bad when I lean ever so slightly to the side
$140

Having something so beautiful that I can actually see forever... priceless.

Woohoo! :D