I guess it still doesn't function in my head that alex isn't my boyfriend and i'm not his priority anymore. I felt so selfish the other night.....He called me and i said for himt o call in 15 mins (that way it would be free for him) so he said he ws going out but he would when he got there...so then i he called back and it went like this ( Read more... )

Okay, I can now say that i, have experienced THE worst blind date ever ( Read more... )

and i'm feelin' orrite. It;s hard sometimes, but othertimes it makes me feel sort of, well 'free.' Last night me and my bestie went to my friends house, just sat around laughing and what not, was nice..when we went back to hers i was lookin' through all the pics on her walls and there were a fair few of me and Alex. Ah, just looking at him, He is ( Read more... )

Five details about you ( Read more... )

The big 18, i don't feel it...today is a special day, i'm nearly, well, an adult. The terrible part is that, well my heart is broken too, We never broke up, but last night, or today you could call it, we did. Alex has found somebody, and it was the worst timing ever (hence my birthday today) but i forced it out of him. And, i'm going to get through ( Read more... )

She wasn't so flushed when she'd arrived. That smile was a polite one, kind of sweet and innocent like. She was still dazed by the train ride. That old man 'was a disgrace to the community' , that's what he said to her anyway. He couldn't keep himself still down below, He was fairly old. But it didn't ruin her whole day, just for a while ( Read more... )

Today someone did their oral presentation on dance. I used to dance with her years ago, But then i left, the school was discusting, if you weren't a size 8 you were fat. And if you didn't want to be a prob dancer then you were considered lazy. But i continued to dance else where and that's where my real passion for dance begun...Every weekend was ( Read more... )

I walked with my head high because i knew i deserved to. I had my arm linked by a true friend and i was dressed nicely. Tonight was when i enjoyed myself, for one sole reason, to enjoy myself. Not to impress anybody. I think i am at that point where my life is really working for me. I saw these girls i used to be friends with, One whom has a ( Read more... )

Usually, on such occasions of seeing you my stomach would flutter ( Read more... )

I'm pretty stressed atm, don't you HATE IT when you say "i'm going to take a break from all this work" so u do, and all you do is think about that work you should be doing? meh, such is life ( Read more... )