You contradict what your actions say ( Read more... )

im only using this bc my other diary is dead at the mo........anyway...saw alex last nite....itd been 9 months since i had seen him..so wow, it was odd....i remember as i drove up his drive i didnt want to get out of my car, i felt so ill!...then he came to the door...we hugged...and said "hi" lol..amazing how we are best friends..ex lovers or ( Read more... )

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1.Do you believe in love ( Read more... )

haha i never write in here. my bad, but y'all kno i have that other diary ( Read more... )

lol heyz :)
i am still alive!!!!!!
if any1 is worried (haha) then freeopendiary.com and look for *kinky-dancer*
and there i shall be
it's my old diary and uhm yeah i dunno i just kinda went back there
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I can't beleive how different i have become. Just how i can go right off the deep end. But people don't try to understand me and it hurts me, and fristrates me ( Read more... )

Sexual attraction is annoying. I'm not going to sleep with Mike b/c i kno it's not for love, its for passion and bc i know i'd be in extasy...ahhhhh, hormones suck! but i'm beating them bc im gonna think wit my heart and head and now my hormones....
meh
xo

mick is so sweet and all, and being so nice and he doesnt expect anythin of me and he isnt just afta a root. He likes me alot and i like him too but im scared to commit, im scared im never gonna be able to say 'well lets go out' or ill say no if he eva asks me......and i kno eventually he'll want to be bf/gf..i trust him n everything and we are do ( Read more... )

Now, don't just walk away ( Read more... )