You move on. You keep going. And sometimes you cry. - Maura's grandpa said this about WW2 ( Read more... )

Movies that make me remember being a kid. Journeys ( Read more... )

There is a tape recorder where my heart should be.
And it plays a beat endlessly.
Hollow; taunting me with what it's meant to be.

Why do we talk about heart aches like a sickness you need to get over ( Read more... )

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I'd grown use to someone elses.
Then to have it traded in so suddenly, so crumbling.
I am unaccostumed.
I know not what to do with my own heart.
It doesn't fit back.
What happened to "You break it, you buy it?"
YOU should ahve to buy it.
YOU should have to buy this pain.
This is a heart for sale.It's broken, but this sales pitch will make that ( Read more... )

Sometimes I can't breath thinking about how everythign I'm touching right now can't/won't last for long. Everythign feels so fragile, so tenuous, so poorly balanced. Right now I'm so important to some people.. I feel that if I can't control everything to go perfectly, direct life effortlessly (exhausting) my small tower of happiness will collapse ( Read more... )

1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before ( Read more... )

2005 is so old.
It was MY year.

In the sense that I decided it was, because 5 is my favorite number. It was good, it flew bye. I think it seemed so short because it was fractured by so many places. I feel like I've lived 3 years in this one. Spain year. France year. BACK year. I was a different person each time.

Goodnight 2005
Hello 2006

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