So I've been at college for what, 3.5 weeks. This is the start of my fourth week here. I HATE it. I was terrible at first, and everyone kept telling me that it would get easier, that I would feel better, but I'm not. I feel completely miserable. I cry at least once a week now, and I never used to cry before. This is so hard here. I wish that I ( Read more... )

so its been over a year since i've posted in here. many, many things have happened since i've posted, broke up with my boyfriend in the end of october 2005. we're still friends, but now he has a new girlfriend and i have a new boyfriend. Eric is his name. He's amazing. nothing like any of the other boys i've dated. we have so much fun together ( Read more... )

So here's some random pics that i took... check these boys out.

( two for your eyes to see )

so i got my hair cut... and colored... check it out

( check whats under the cut )

i just need to vent. when i try to talk to someone and they act like they dont care it really hurts me, even though it might not seem that way, but i really needed to talk and no one is here for me to talk to so i guess i have to result to the computer. so here goes ( Read more... )

so i got my hair cut a while ago, but i just took pics of it, and i want it shorter, but i dont know.. i mean i LOVE it but i just want shorter...

( check out whats under that cut )

well i was swimming with my best friend and boyfriend yesterday and took 2 pics..lol dont worry, im turning in my camera today and getting pictures developed so they should be on here soon...

and sorry i havent updated in FOREVER but i have been so busy...so dont think im disowning my eljay...no way...

( lets go swimming!!! )

i am gradually missing cody more and more, and i cant help myself. i dont know what to do with myself. im with jimmie and he makes me so happy but i still continue to miss cody. i dont know what to do with myself, someone help me...

so we went to prom....it was sooo fun. i just realized that i really love dancing, especially with the people that i care about. cody came up to me and gave me a hug and it really made me happy because that showed that we can be friends even when we both have dates...

so here are just a few pics that we have from prom...

( you should be jealous of my night )

holy crap its been forever since ive updated this thang ( Read more... )