So I think I'm starting a Xanga soon... Maybe I need a different feel for my journal entries... This one journal entry specifically goes out to someone who "I love not only for who he is, but for who I am when I'm with him." Johnny my love ( Read more... )

The year is quickly drawing to a close, and I'm sad about that. It's amazing how fast the year went. In a few weeks we'll be seniors, and before you know it-graduation. Everybody keeps asking me the same question: "Are you and Johnny gonna stay together when he leaves to college?" This question is driving me insane because I soon realize that ( Read more... )

I hate how there never seems to be enough time for everything. No matter how hard you try, you never get everything to fit in your day. I'm still struggling with this, and it sucks. Johnny my feelings are still the same for you. My love is no different, whether we see each other as often, or not. If anything I just miss you soooo much more. ( Read more... )

This year's Prom was a good one. It made for happy memories, and a good time. Johnny, thank you for making Prom for the both of us so much fun. I enjoy spending time with you because you are the core of my happiness. I've been thinking about how crazy our world is. It seems like everyone has so much to do, but there's never enough time for ( Read more... )

I'm updating my journal here as Alyssa and I procrastinate on our gt assignment. I love you Johnny and I'm thinking about you-that's probably why I'm not really doing my work. hehe :) All has been well, and I hope it stays that way. Life is a beautiful thing to be blessed with, so we shouldn't take anything for granted.

Think about me, because I'm thinking about you. Nothing can be "too perfect". In reality, you can't be perfect, but you can try your hardest to be. I know I'm not perfect, that's for sure, but to cause another person pain is not one of my imperfections. If you want to love someone, you have to give them your heart and your trust. Especially ( Read more... )

I miss you Johnny-we were supposed to be together today. Tomorrow we will for sure, before my orientation. I'm waiting for that phone call, whenever you decide to leave the gym. You're already buff babe. hehe :) love ya

My poor Snowflake is in pain. For the past few days she hasn't been herself at all. I finally found out why right now. Everytime I try to pick her up, she hisses at me and growls which isn't like her at all. She's a nice kitty cat. Well right now I lifted her tail just to check her butt and see if I saw anything, and my eyes are in shock now. There ( Read more... )

The night is so beautiful right now. I find more reasons for me to go outside now and I love that. Just to feel the nice breeze hit you is like its own heaven. If you're with someone right now, live up your moments together. A good thing to take note of: don't take life or people for granted. We have to learn to appreciate what we have, so make it ( Read more... )

Roundoff flipflop back. Roundoff flipflop back. If only I will do it on my own, then I'll be proud of myself. There are approximately 23 days until tryouts. It would be nice to throw my roundoff flipflop back, but if not, I'll have it for sure at our very first pep rally. Confidence can be a bitch. It's like you know what you have to do, you want ( Read more... )