OMG i cannot believe i remeber this thing!!

My life is a living hell ( Read more... )

i am lonely. I can't help feeling that my life is lacking. I have a loving family, animals that i care for, friends that I think care, and yet i feel hollow. I want soemthing more. I am sure it is something like love. Love from someone. Who I don't know. I wish it to be the one in my mind, but I know that that is not possible, as i always have. ( Read more... )

okay now that noe one reads this i shall write what i please ( Read more... )

i am so lonely ( Read more... )

I miss joel biffle, soo much, and carsten and kyle, omg i wish u guys were here, i miss my out my persons to come to for guidence

Konstantine is coming down the stair doesnt she look good standing in her underwear
I MISS YOU

my heart is broken into pieces, and this explains a lot to me, but i don't think anyone else understands still.

i am broken but i am hoping,
i am dream of another you, one who would never leave me alone to pick up the pieces,
i love you
these are confessions of a broken heart

well week of freedom is gone now back to the hellish place called school. I am glad the year is moving, but it isnt moving fats enough. I had a good break hung out with jess a lot and played charlie and britain in risk a few times. i had a great time at the bondfire we built even thought it was just a small crowd it couldnt have been any more fun. ( Read more... )

i am so pathetic ( Read more... )

I am so used right now, i feel as if i havent had sleep in years, everyone is yelling at me, i can't get anything right, and even if i do no one notices and they yell at me more!
Sadly this is how life goes, but it seems harder now than the past few months.

But yet, "everything will be okay," he said, and my heart beats on