so i had my first experience of making a huge ass of myself at college. i came home so shitfaced that i peed on a chair and climbed in my roommates bed. i hate myself so much.. i apologized to them a million times and i told them that i take one hundred percent responsibility for my actions. i just wish they knew me and knew that that's not the way ( Read more... )

ok so im at work and so this has to be mad quick
i havent updated in forever!
school has been super gay and my grades are kinda in the shlummmpss.
:/ .. ill get em up though im not that worried about it.
as for my friends i love them and were super=]
im workingg now which is gay but i need some gas money haha
lacrosse started on friday which is ( Read more... )

ive been listening to really wierd music lately
and its making me in a really wierd mood
but in a good way
i dont know, i keep thinking about life?

so todaaaaaay i had to get an ultrasound, it sucked i had to drink 2 bottles of water before freakin 9. and i got up at like 815. my stomach hurt really bad anddd it waas whatever i didn't get into school til 5th period which was pretty freakin swell. um me and katie cut study hall and went to her house so she could take advil and we could eat. ( Read more... )

havent updated in forevvZzZzzZz ( Read more... )

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jakes dorm: live
big flat screen, surround sound. JAMMINN.
his roomate is a sweet heart.
hott guys walk around with mini kegs.
iiiiii . cant wait. hahah

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estatic.
scared.
oh lorrrd =/ <3
pray for me?

tonight was fun =]
ill update later.
its 4:01 am.
umm.. julz's alarm is set for 8:15 for ry's scrimage.
cool.
kniightloveyou<3

this morning i got up at 8 for soccer and drove all the way to jordens to pick her up, called her when i was outside and she's like 'its cancelled.' i was mad pissed. i went back to sleep til 3. =) i talked to allie today. my stomach hurts. i wonder if we have soccer tonight. theres a mass for pop at 7. i texted witte and told him i won't be coming ( Read more... )

lets see..i don't feel like recollecting the past days exactly but ( Read more... )