i ahevnt updated this beast in a while my life has been pretty much crazy with all the drama change and the diffrneces college life aint all its cracked up to be the bar life was crazy working in one was a blast i miss them girls soo much u have no idea the whole myspace thing is taking control of this world because even the ppl u didnt think had a ( Read more... )

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well to day began with me wakin up at 5 in the morning to call codie in and then i went back to sleep lol that was alil unsesaary for me to put int here lol

so after i got ready the faboulos melissa buric picked me up boi i love her and we went to brandanburg to play vollyball with every one. of course me and her were on the same team lol are team ( Read more... )

well this summers been a lil crazy im not about to lie... with the ups and downs and the syco path kids its been a blast lol it all them fun times i never even told this journal about KOA CAMPING lol just us 5 gurls lol crazy lauren julie me lindsay lou ashana lol what a crazy time let me tell u we left thursday after me and ashana spent the whole ( Read more... )

ewwwww im sick agian great

striaght missin JALA for sure

<3amazed by him<3

Have you ever felt so alone...where you just cry yourself to sleep everynight? When your with a crowd of people, your the only one their that gets YOU?

I have come to the decision...The only way I'm ever going to be happy again, Is if HES out of my life forever! Never talk to him, no IM's Phone calls, Hanging out...Nothing! I can't take it ne more ( Read more... )

well yesterday was my birthday it was soo sweet .......well first person to tell me happy birthday was john which was pretty cool huh but then i went home at like 1230 and then i talked to john for a bit on the telle and then i woke and it was my birthday yessssssss so it was tight and then me and codie and my mom and aunt deb went ou t ot eat ( Read more... )

well these past few days have been pure crazyness to be honest alot of argueing but we are oover that now in fact i love codie i always have probaly always will well on antother subject i hung out with oksana for the first time in for ever and on tuesday i hung out with jomar for the first time since he left for school last year crazy huh we went ( Read more... )

i love u ryan joesph gnedsa
u and me together forever always
aoril and ryan

lyfe with u makes perfect sence

gone crazy ....................

i swear i am over u but then something draws me back its like this crazy feeling of not leting go and when i go u do something that makes me grip back on i mean i kno i can do better and we ae both better with out each other but then i think maybe we be the best with each other i mean u have her that runs ur life and ( Read more... )