GeneralAge?:15 Height?:4'11 Weight?:103 Lowest Weight?:96 Highest Weight?:120 What weight do you want to weigh?:85 What eating disorder do you have?:anorexia In DepthHow many calories do you eat in a day, on average?:400 Do you throw up your food on occasion?:yes Do you want to look like a supermodel/actress?:Mary Kate Olsen Are you in some sort of ( Read more... )

I hate school being back in, I've gained 2 lbs from sitting on my ass all day, and I'm still fasting and getting rid of food, how is that fucking possible/!?!

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What the fuck is wrong with me?  Why do I let every little fucking thing get to me?  Why can't I just sit back and let everything go with a grain of salt?  I get depressed, so I eat and throw up.  It can be over something little, or something that happened long ago, or something that doesn't even matter that much to me.  Shit, it can even be ( Read more... )

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So one of my best friends Tailor came over today, who I haven't seen in a while because she's been in California came over and one of the first things she said to me was, "Kayti you're getting so skinny!"  God, it felt so good!  School is approaching though, I'm nervous.  School starts in a week....so this week is going to be LOTS of fasting and ( Read more... )

I hate that no one keeps secrets and that my business always ends up to be everyone elses around here. Why can't it stay with who I CHOSE to tell? I swear, if I hear nother WORD about Bryan and me I am going to just die. I'm excited to go back to school, but not excited to see him. I hate him beyond allllllll possible belief. I've never hated ( Read more... )

I had fun on my vacation for the most part (except getting lost on a mountain bike ride and having to have a small search party sent after my friend and I...we went three hours in 946 elevation ALL uphill riding no idea where we were going. So I was stuck in the hospital getting pumped with fluids, with Rach by my side last night.) BUT, I had way ( Read more... )