Hey, whoever looks at this anymore, I have a new LJ  "KareBear104287". I promise it will be way more interesting then this piece of crap. lol....once it gets started.

....I miss all of my LJ friends.

wow I never use this anymore....and I have no idea who even looks at it anymore..but basic update here is ...summer sucked I just relaxed and did nothing....about to go back to school soon...thats about it....

I wait even tho I know I shouldn't...dammit ... <3

I almost have a year of college under my belt and still going strong, sorta. six more days of classes until testing begins then summer. When that is all taken care of  I'll have new worries like a job. Even though I will miss it like no other I wont be lifegaurding anymore because I made it outta there with 3yrs and no need to save someone, I call ( Read more... )

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...I have always said what I do best is worry... and now I think it has taken a toll on my body...I'm getting migraines so bad the the doctors gave me pain killers and muscle relaxers that doesn't even help...they want me to get a CAT scan...uh...I have a tumer I bet...hhmm...o well...my dad wants to come get me ..."maybe you'll be better at home ( Read more... )

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I just want to run wild...scream...and yell...throw things and cry...but I dont and I dont know why I dont. so I hold it inside and it makes me crazy.

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