I went out after work tonight. Drank Coors Light. I didn’t stay long. I was surprised that my boss showed up. It was fun. I wished I were able to hang a little longer. Talked to my sister on the phone. I know she hasn’t been feeling well for the past several days. My dad’s been home with his back problem. I really want to go out, after work, with ( Read more... )

Things have been going great! I finally had a lunch date with my dad two weeks ago. We hadn't spoken to each other in over three years. He looks a little different..more gray hair...he said I still look the same, but I'm sure he was just being polite. I was soo nervous at first but once we sat down and started talking, we picked up right where we ( Read more... )

My account is still here! Someone on a message board that I go to left a link to livejournal and I decided to wander over here and log in. Holy sheep shit. Still here, just the way I left it. It's been unusually hot this summer so doing a wedding in this weather has been a nightmare. But I survived ( Read more... )

Infatuation is instant desire --- one set of glands calling to another ( Read more... )

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MEMORIES

My very first memory is:

* Standing alone in a dark apartment in Okinawa, seeing a wicker red (?) basket on a shelf.

* Being on a bed with a teenage boy at a babysitter's, him touching me.

* Taking a shower, which was outdoors, with an old lady (babysitter?).

I have tried to forget:

About nothing.

I wish I could remember* More ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday, mom! You are so missed. I avoided thinking about you...I am so sorry. I'm sure you understand...

I love you.

Okay, I have a little time to update my journal ( Read more... )

I had a dream last night. I've had this dream before ( Read more... )