i wish i had some sleeping pills..
i fucking hate waking up at the crack of dawn..

then i start thinking..
and thinking.. and thinking..
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh......

make it go away..

all i wanted was some lotion..
sandals and sunglasses..

i need to make some extra money somewhere..
somehow..

im so sad

im horny.. just great..

san diego was guuurate this weekend..
we didnt fight.. thank god..
i gave him a lap dance.. drunk..
while playing monopoly in the hotel room..

ha.. it was great..


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well i went to the ENT dr..
he found two nodes on the base of
my tounge sitting above the epiglottis..
said they were inflamed lymphoid tissues..
he also said i had tonsilitis..=/

he gave me meds to shrink them..
and if that doesnt happen..
dun dun dun.. surgery =(

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ive known whiteboys for about 4 years now..


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