Phase I - Day 11 @ 21:49:29First day we've been able to go to bed at a humanely hour. Today has been relatively smooth sailing except for the slight blip in the AM with Wei Ming ( Read more... )

Phase I - Day 8 @ 04:00:05What a miserable fucking shift we put in today. The rain, the sand, sitting on gravel and the humidity combined to make this the worst day so far ( Read more... )

Phase I - Day 4 @ 03:05:53Day 4 has just ended but day 5 begins at 0430 later. It’s hard to put into words what this course does to the body and mind; they treat us like dirt but talk to us nicely. One never knows when they will flip their switch ( Read more... )

Phase I - Day 1 @ 23:59:39Just had my first cigarette of the day despite some badass chronic coughing. The night is dark and full of terrors ( Read more... )

This is it.
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“I know you love her but it’s over, mate.

It doesn’t matter, put the phone away.”

For June who loved this garden.
- From Joseph who always sat beside her

You like because, and you love despite.

You like someone because of all their qualities.

You love someone despite some of their qualities.

There is a certain turmoil when running.
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I want you or I want to move on with my life.