i think i need to go see a dr. i need to talk to someone. lastnight i cracked and i just started to think about everything. i hate crying because it doesnt do any good. i need to escape.

the ac broke at my sister's house and it sucks. her wedding was beautiful, though i got really reeaally drunk. anyways these men better come fix the ac or im about to die.

i cant wait for my sister's wedding to be over with. GOD. sam and i just dipped pretezls in white chocolate. and i stole a few...hehe. anyways i have to get my credit card started so yeah...ill be back tomorrow.

so i havent updated in a shit long ass time. well i kinda hate college. i was reading my past entries and i was crazy and fucked up. it must have been the drugs. anyways...it's summer and i love it. well im going to do something....like watch baywatch. hahahaha. wowhahaha.

so this is my first weekend in college that i have homework. yeah did i do it...ummm only math. i have to wake up tomorrow and get my shit together. i went to the football game saturday and it rocked. brad bought me a cowboy hat. LOVE IT. anyways i miss everyone, knowing that all my friends are around the US and ill probally never see alot of them ( Read more... )

fucking hurricane. i get to have a party with my sister and her boyfriend, my mom and dad. BECCA is also here we jsut came a picked her up. well hopefully my house doesnt get flooded b.c i have shit that is on the floor and it means lot to me.

so i had history 101 and soco 101 today. i love the classes and they arent that hard. im gonna try to get in town this weekend for the funeral. i miss everyone.

so i found out that a guy that i grew up with died lastnight bc of a car crash. i found out from amy, she knew him. he was tammy's cousin. i dont know if she know yet b.c she is in tennesse. im gonna call her tomorrow i dont think i am the one to tell her what happened considering i didnt even hear what all happened ( Read more... )

i made a choice with the rush shit. im the happiest i ever been this fucking week. i miss all my friends in NO . i love yall. well i have to go bed.

well this is probably the first time i have seen a comp all week. i have been locked in a prison camp. i hate this place and i dont think i will accept a soroity bid at the end of the week. all of this is driving me nutts. i dont know what to do. i miss all my girls. i want to be drunk and i hate these girls. well hopefully i can be in town soon. ( Read more... )