i've been locked inside my house since monday. i have the fucking flu. it sucks asshole. i have a lot of fucking work i have to make up when i got back to skool. kill me. i think im going to make some mac and cheese. yum.

fuck this man i lost my cell phone lastnight at the parade. so if you need to get in touch with me..good fucking luck.

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thanks guys for writing those comments for me. i love ya!

Post a memory of me in the comments. It doesn't have to be the first memory of our meeting, just the first event that comes to mind when you think of me. It can be anything you want.

this weekend was ok. i do the same things every weekend and i need to change it. im getting bored. anyways yesterday was becca's bday. hope she got good gifts. she looked happy about being 18. i would be.

came home from sr retreat. it was very nice. made me cry a lot which i hated. but i do feel like i got closer to my peers. even though i was a bitch to my roomies today. yesterday i was fine but two days is way too much when i am used to having time alone for myself. we returned today at 3:30. i had a game but i didnt play. we won 3-0. came home ( Read more... )

the thoughts in my head over bearing me with fear. they are so unpure, so untrue. i am just sitting here letting them run through my head. it is scary to think one day they might come alive. i want to kill them in their tacks but what if this is me. what if this is who i am? then i would kill a part of me.

so im taking an adventure, going where i've when before but will it last this time. i hope so because im sick of doing this. if it doesnt work now why will it work later.....

"Not knowing where your life is going. It is easy to go forward and its very easy to fuck it up. You can be what you want to be or who your family wants you to be. In the end you have to decide ( Read more... )