I feel suffocated, by my dreams, by my emotions, by every other thing that is bothering me. But I can't tell you how much I want it all. Or do I want it at all? I'm tired. I'm sick of being forced into things by other people. I want my own life, my own spirit. But I'm preventing myself from having it. Why?
I'm scared of some things, but I'm mostly
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