I remember one of all the things he says.

"Do you like this?"
"No, I don't like my lips so close to the frame."

It was sort of beautiful.

days go by and still I think of new?

I feel one way but I am another way. While staring at my dell "inspiron," I am suddenly inspired. I'm still listening to windmills. Can one listen to a real windmill? I don't know what they sound like. Sometimes I feel like I'm missing out on a lot in life. The cry of the birds, the sounds of the windmills...

Dear assiduous fans (which is me by the way),

Why go to bed when there's so much left unresolved? Why leave it all behind momentarily when you know it will come back in the morning... or better yet, that it has never left?

Maybe that sounds depressing. I don't mean to be. I just know a lot about things I need to do and people I need (or don't need) ( Read more... )

Here I am again procrastinating from sleeping. Is there such a thing?

So yeah I have sexy friends. But like the last entry, I'll probably say in two years from now, "ew really? my friends are butt ass ugly." It is rather unfortunate how things turn out sometimes.

I can't believe people still use livejournal. Isn't it from like... the 90s?

Speaking of ( Read more... )

Wallace Stevens was right when he wrote:

Fro-Niz-nil-imbo

these past few weeks have been rough. i've had so many papers to do and for some reason they're all within the same 2-3 weeks. gah. i have no time to myself during the week. each paper takes at least 3 days to write, considering i have to pull quotes, write the outline, then write and revise the actual paper. the plus side is that i don't have as ( Read more... )

i'm writing a paper on edward II, his accession to the throne, the maintainance of power during his reign, and his eventual deposition. its mad boring...but whatever. yay for procrastinating. i did about half of it though, so its not too bad.

i've been stressed out a lot lately. sunday and monday were just horrific. i feel tense and ( Read more... )

everything is excellent, despite me being in school again. here's why:

1.) I GOT PROMOTED!!!!! finally!!! I've been patiently waiting for a promotion and even thought about quitting if they refused to give me one soon. sooooo hopefully my school availability won't collide with my work availability so i can work the courtesy desk. this means i get ( Read more... )

winter break is over tomorrow. it is depressing, but whatever. i guess it will be good to be back. i must admit i am out of control when i have too much free time on my hands lol.

things I wanted to do and have done:
1.) hang out with my friends from high school (the ones i barely see anymore). i got to see lauren, czarine, blue, sharon, tamara, and ( Read more... )

i had a date last night and didn't come home until 7am lol. (my mom was pretty mad). it was great. his name is matt, he's 23, and i really like him. he took me out to a nice restaurant and we talked for hours. we actually have a lot in common. it was weird though because i never expected to like him this much. in fact, i've never felt this way ( Read more... )