happy new year everyone! i've been enjoying my week off maybe a bit too much. seriously this is like the best week ever. i should be on VH1 lol.

i made up with brian about the target incident (for those who don't know, he came out of nowhere and yelled at me for trying to help him and i haven't spoken to him in months because of it). so anyway we're ( Read more... )

i saw Blind Guardian last thursday! YAAAYYYYY! they were quite excellent. i got there kind of late though...i arrived at 8:45 and it started at 9. oooops lol (i had prior commitments). i couldn't find czarine and her metal friends cuz they were typically in the front while i was in the middle and it was virtually impossible to get to them. for a ( Read more... )

aahh i've been sick lately. it sucks. my throat hurts, i was nauseous, and i feel tired all the time even if i just woke up. despite my newly found illness, i went to work anyway. i worked long and hard hours on the weekend and now i'm tired and sick.

i can't wait till thanksgiving. i'm looking forward to stuffing my face. the night before ( Read more... )

i felt very adult-like yesterday. i had coffee, did my bank statements, worked on my 8 page research paper, and i even voted for the first time. it was a good day (uh..minus the research paper). lol.

today was my induction ceremony to phi alpha theta. i'm so excited about it. now i can join together and mingle with my fellow history nerds. today is ( Read more... )

sooo today i went to the 7-11 before work to get coffee as usual. when i came out of the store, this guy (he was black, listened to bad rap music, was clearly too old for me, and drove an ugly car) came up to me and started talking to me. it went something like this:
"heeeey what's your name?"
"uh...cassie."
"can i get your number?"
"um...why?"
"so i ( Read more... )

halloween costume party saturday 10/28. (time unknown). my house. be there and prepare to sleep over. it will be just like my birthday party (only minus the stripper i'm assuming but who knows?) i asked my mom if i can have a party and she was cool about it. she even offered to spike the punch. anyway, i'm super excited :D ( Read more... )

i'm worried about a lot of things. i happen to like lists so i made another one:

worried about...
1.) my friends. i feel like i'm drifting away from my high school friends. i never see u guys anymore. once a month if lucky. i'd like to hang out more but i realize we cant because of differences in lifestyles. its rather depressing. i'm also worried ( Read more... )

my last journal entry i wrote when i was fucking pissed. i'm still angry and have to take care of unfinished business but who knows when that will happen. perhaps i will let him win and forget about him forever, even though i know we can't forget about each other. we've both tried to and it just never works. that fucking dickface.

i'm happy i have ( Read more... )

there are some people in life that i shouldn't forgive because they've been so horrible to me in the past. my common sense tells me to forget about those people but instead they are entrapped in my mind forever. i think about both of you every day. i can never forget either of you. i dont think of when you betrayed me, but instead i reflect on the ( Read more... )

im an idiot. here's my tragic morning summed up in an aim conversation. its actually pretty funny.

cheezaypoofs14 (6:46:10 PM): i woke up today and i put on my makeup

cheezaypoofs14 (6:46:21 PM): then i realized wtf i cant see anything

Playboi675 (6:46:28 PM): lol

cheezaypoofs14 (6:46:29 PM): i didnt put my contacts in

Playboi675 (6:46:37 PM):  ( Read more... )