i have a lot of things running through my mind and soul right now, and everything is colliding. damn..i can't fix it...or rather, i'm too impatient to handle the stress. where did i go wrong..exactly? i know it's not like i'm Mr. Perfect and all that, but i would just like to know where exactly did i go wrong that i have to pay the price of so much ( Read more... )

plain and simple.....boooring 

for the past weeks, i have not been myself completely. torn i guess is the right word. problems left and right. getting some smiles from some people and getting tears from the ones i love the most. envy and pride takes the joy away...never fails ( Read more... )

another day has ended in this office of mine. and when you want to work, time seems to be short. that sucks. not only do i have to deal with that, but i thought about my gf's wanting to get something and her changing of mind in that same thing..that's my gf...

i had to deal with a dear friend of mine who i got quite pissed since she smoked again. ( Read more... )

thanks mee...you will always be my one and only ok? thanks for all the support, of never leaving me and for understanding me.

with all this crap, as long as i know i have her by my side, i am fine, i am strong, i am blessed and i am loved.

with all these problems, He has not left me. i can be strong...help me Father.

i am here again in my own PC in the office and nothing seems to be going the right way. or am i not just seeing it from the right angle. i am barely concerned with my work now in which i know i'll be able to surpass expectations in the upcoming 4 weeks, rather, i am thinking of my failure on getting a new place to stay for the family. i was just ( Read more... )

wish that life was perfect so that i can change my title to circular perfection and not some weird loop connection.

everything in this entry would be revolving around my personal high of yesterday's cloud 9 experience for her.

yesterday's bliss starts on a late Friday night. a simple dinner with toppings of a surprise celebration with Jhena and ( Read more... )

of all the days, today really sucked big time for me here at work ( Read more... )

Friday:

friday lunch break, instead of having a yosi break only with Elaine and Daniel, i got caught with how beer takes control over you (just like what happened Thursday too), so i went with them and had 2 bottles of RH placed in a Mountain Dew bottle. sweet.....

got drunk...could not eat lunch properly and called jennie "taba" in front of so many ( Read more... )

good thing that i am listening to this song. by Craig David and Sting ( Read more... )