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Happiness
I dont think i could get much happier i know i shouldnt but i cant help it he says he was excited about talking to me and getting to hang out this weekend. this makes me happy and he didnt turn me down when i told him i liked him and yeah. but he is 4 years older than me what do i do, do i keep trying to get his attention or should i lay back ( Read more... ) -
School
I think that this semester at school will be hard but i think that i can handle it maybe I have alot to read and a paper to write and it is only the first week and i am not worrying about anything in this journal because no one reads this i am bored right now waiting for my baking class to start i am afraid of that teacher and that i wont get ( Read more... ) -
hate
I hate my life i hate my sickness i hate that i am fat and ugly and have no friends I hate that i am so full of hate i need love in my life why dose god taunt my so i just want to be rid of this life i wish i could just start over with everything i wish that i had fought harder to keep my family together my brothers and sisters, Elizabeth, RJ, ( Read more... ) -
Rest of my life
Today began the rest of my life in which i have to take one pill every morning and then go in an get blood work done every three months. I have Hypothyroidism yeah fun huh? go look it up. I am sick and tired of being sick and tired so maybe i will get better with these pills they have so fun side effects if the dose is too strong but you know this ( Read more... )
