I wanted to be sure to reach you; though my ship was on the way it got caught in some moorings. I AM ALWAYS TYING UP AND THEN DECIDING TO DEPART. In storms and at sunset, with the metallic coils of the tide around my fathomless arms, I am unable to understand the forms of my vanity....

I am always tying up and then deciding to depart.
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 "The only people I still love are the ones I've hurt. I wonder if it's the same with you?
  Only people I'm lonely for. These nights I can't sleep."

High Lonesome
Joyce Carol Oates

"I'm Laurie......and everyone is going to leave me. I know they are."

A Guide To Recognizing Your Saints is the best movie I've seen in so long. So so sad, but amazing. WATCH IT IF YOU HAVENT! SUNDANCE ON DEMAND.

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I am the damage
I am the relief
Sometimes I'm people
I never hoped that I would be
If I take in whatever they turn out
What's that gonna make me now
Don't you understand

I'm not real anymore
I am an illusion


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my birthday weekend ended up being good.
oh and lmao.


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"How does it feel? Spasso was shouting in his ear. How does it feel to be free? They were rising, rising, they might never stop--Blair closed his eyes and let his head roll back, surrendering to the awful weightlessness. Like dying, he wanted to tell them, like death, and how grieved and utterly lost you'd feel as everything precious faded out. ( Read more... )

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I spent all day and last night with Clobro :) I love her. I wore the same thing all day today that I wore last night and slept in. I ate Lunchables. I got too drunk. I hung out with new people and I really enjoyed it. I saw my grandma. We ate cake with chicken. I love mornings when I wake up in a good mood and not hungover. I threw up on Chloe and ( Read more... )