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These Violent Delights
I havent written for a while... First things first I suppose...my hair is pink! It was supposed to be purple, go figure...
Lately ive been having extreme trouble sleeping, i seem to only be able to stay asleep for four hour increments, whixh I dont have to tell you is beyond annoying.
I find myself still alone and for the first time in quite a long ( Read more... ) -
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I'm having one of those days where I feel really detached from the world. Unsure about my future, not unhappy but not happy either.
I've had a migraine for the past few days and it's really trying. My throat hurts from allergies and I'm just not in a good mood.
I've just been wanting to sleep and escape reality, which is never a good sign.
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New Job
I applied for a job at like 4am last night/this morning completely out of nowhere and by 5pm today I already got it. I hate myself.. as soon as I got the job my anxiety spiked and I regretted sending the application almost immediately. The pay is shit, the hours/days suck and I don't really like the job itself.. but such is life.
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The truth is in the telling
I woke up in such immense pain today. I truly fear for my future. I want love and a husband and an adult life but I can't even get out of bed like a normal person... my joints and cartilage are rebelling against me today. My ribs are on fire and my head aches.
I'm so terrified of exposing myself I fear I'll never find love. My personality is ( Read more... ) -
Damn the cuticles to hell!
So this week I got a very unwelcome treat. My body decided to rebel against me for cutting a cuticle. It developed into a small excruciatingly painful cyst and I had to go to the dermatologist get it frozen (which killed) and have to take both oral and topical antibiotics ( Read more... ) -
100 Questions to Pass The Time
Dyeing my hair blonde so I've got time to kill:
100 Things About Me
1. What is your name? Misha ( Read more... ) -
And then there were none...
My period has been wonky since I've been off the pill. Skipped two months completely then got it late and extremely light, and now I have killer cramps with nothing else... it's annoying as hell not knowing when and if I'm going to bleed, gross post? Perhaps. Still worrisome though ( Read more... ) -
Well its a 1, 2, 3 take my hand and come with me...
Well its a 1, 2, 3 take my hand and come with me 'cause you look so fine and i really wanna make you mine, I said you look so fine and i really wanna make you mine ( Read more... ) -
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My friends are all on probation. Worrying about passing drug tests, having to make meetings, and still they lord their work accomplishments over my head like they're superior Gods and I'm a lowly peasant. Yes I'm out of work right now, but hey looky here guys, "I'M NOT IN JAIL, ON DRUGS, OR ON PROBATION!" I want to scream at them, but I don't ( Read more... ) -
The boy
When the guy you used to love, seven years long, gets drunk, flirty, and handsy it really throws you for a loop.
Tonight I went to my friends house, 1/4 empty bottle of rum in tow with my best friend and the guy I lived with and loved. From the get go he was acting really strange, asking me to go everywhere with him (other rooms, outside to smoke, ( Read more... )