OK....why... that is the question... that and what... cause i have no clue... about anything... for the first time in my life im sitting back and looking for the next piece to the puzzle... and i dont know which one to grab... its not like i dont have choices... its just that i dont know what choice would be the best... or if i even like the ( Read more... )

see....im not dead...quite

well.... im not dead... sort of... schools done on monday... not like it matters cause since i got back from New York ive gone once... i just dont see a point... i know that makes no sense but nothing i do right now makes sense... ive cut off my connections to the world.... all ive been doing is working and then going out and drinking... 8 nights ( Read more... )

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Did U ever have one of those days where everything just didnt matter? Where you just didnt care about anything or anyone cause you are so tired of having other people tell you what to do and how to live your life and what is right and wrong? Have you ever felt like if one more person asks you what is wrong and then you hear them talking about how ( Read more... )

i have never had a cavity before in my life so why all of a sudden does one pop up and decide to make my life miserable... cause right now i cant feel either side of my mouth cause they are NUMB FROM FREEZING AND THE STUPID PAIN!!! its just really annoying... especially when i should be doing homework or sleeping or out somewhere but no... im ( Read more... )

um ya.... does anyone else feel like shit? Seriously... i thought that all of this was over and done with and if it isnt one thing its everything else... god seriously... im going insane and this isnt even my own fault this time which is seeming to make it worse.... blah blah blah... maybe ill actually go somewhere on my days off and calm down ( Read more... )

so.... i really have nothing to say.... This is what my life is now...I wake up at 6 am... I go to mcds and get my blt bagel with no tomato, a burrito and a diet coke.... I then drive to Edmonton where my first class starts at 8 am and then I am done all my classes by 1pm... I then drive home and go to work whether it is at 2 or 5.... then I go ( Read more... )

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No I have not disappeared off the face of the earth... Im just living in my little circle of seclusion for awhile... which is different cause as most of you know I always have to be the centre of attention no matter if its bad or good... but Im done that and its time to stay in the background for awhile... I dont care if anyone thinks that im being ( Read more... )