ahhhh i think this is the first sunday i've enjoyed in quite a while... actually that's not true, i enjoyed last sunday as well but for different reasons. this sunday is one of those days where i feel like i can take all the time in the world to do whatever i want (even though i really can't, i'm just ignoring the pile of work sitting on my bedroom ( Read more... )

well even though this was technically a four day week, it felt soooo long!!! first i found out that my tickets to go home were booked incorrectly for thursday instead of friday so i had to have them rearranged since friday was a PD day and i was required to be at school for that day. anyway, the earliest i could get out of calgary was saturday at ( Read more... )

blargh. i've decided that the biggest hurdle i need to overcome is my lack of motivation. that's why i've accomplished nothing, or at least feel as if i haven't accomplished anything yet this year. i'm still trying to figure a lot of my units out (which is NOT a good thing) and just can't sit down to think more than a few days in advance. what i ( Read more... )

i am in so much pain from a killer workout yesterday... oh my word. i finally met up with my friend vanessa and we went to the gym to do a workout but before we went she decided she was going to design a workout program for me. she's basically this amazingly fit person who is or was training to be a personal trainer (i'm not really sure if she's ( Read more... )

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good morning, good morning! it's time to start the day, good morning, good morning, to you! ugh, i feel like hell cause i got more than 8 hours sleep last night. yuck! but delicious all the same. yesterday i went shopping with my mom for some new school duds and basically went several hours without finding anything before ending up in Old Navy of ( Read more... )

wouldn't ya know it! like ten minutes later and i'm feeling pretty at peace with myself and not feeling at all like shit. glad i worked it out online :)

maybe now i can catch some zzzzzz....

and order some 'za.

peace
xx

it's 2 am and i'm wide awake because my normally absent brain will not stop turning out a thousand thoughts a minute. the hardest thing to deal with about these thoughts is that they all have to do with my self-proclaimed weaknesses and faults. i've said before that i live in my past, and as stupid as i know it is, i really do. i'm constantly ( Read more... )

i just had the best but saddest night ever. i met up with a whole bunch of my friends from the music faculty at the madison and we had a sad night of remembering the good times (aka... a year ago), looking into the future, and saying goodbye. i think it's starting to sink in that i'm leaving soon but i still have so much left to do in ONE day and i ( Read more... )

gooooooood morning! i slept in to 9:30 today and feel like i've absolutely wasted my entire day even though it's not even half past 10 yet. i would just like to state for the record that this is not my usual habit and that my day will now be negatively affected because of an extra 2 hours sleep (although it was totally worth it to stay up late at ( Read more... )