Okay, I was not going to sleep .....

[chelsedie]

Unless I have a plan of action. I'm out of control. I want control back! I have been awful these past days. I don't think I have put on much weight, however if I did, I'll loose it quick!

I'm in my home town for Thanksgiving.My whole family is coming. Everybody, including my hubby of course. My cousin that I have a tiff with will be there with her

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[holler12]

so i am glad we are new friends... but anyway...
i pick at myself also, side effect from drugs....?

[chelsedie]

ahh yes, Drugs..lol. Which ones, if you don't mind me asking???
xo

[holler12]

i don't mind... oxycontins. how about you?

[chelsedie]

I pick no matter what because of nerves, but usually weed, pain pills, anxiety pills, coke,.....whatever I can get my hands on honestly.
xo