I feel lost and confused. I have grown tired of being in a relationship. I feel as though we've become more like friends then actual lovers. Its been a long time coming. I am not sure who I am anymore... I need to refind myself. However, I am deeply afriad to be alone. Which its not a good reason to stay in a relationship and I know this... I just ( Read more... )

It's been raining for weeks now. Not constant, but persisent enough to make anyone hate the idea of percepitation. It usually only rains through early May, however, this year, the rain is still coming. I almost hate PA at the moment. blah ( Read more... )

It's been a while. My life. oh. lifeee.

One. I've never been the type to be offended by what others say. Generally, I take the words like grains of salt, and "brush of my shoulders". BUT- Sunday I was out to eat with my girlfriend and a couple sitting across from us was just so rude. At first the guy kept staring at me, I did a double take of my ( Read more... )

In 3 hours I am going to meeting ALL of my girlfriends family. Of course I've met some of the fam (Mother, Mom's BF, Sister,2 Aunts, 2 Uncles), BUT BUT this is going to be like 19 people... plus her brother and his family. Ah. I am freaking out. I've changed clothes like 45 times, and have been straightening my hair for like 2 hours. I wouldn't be ( Read more... )