I feel mentally ill.
Undetermined.
Unsatisfied.
I should get the fuck out of here.
Im failing every class.
Pathetic waste of space.
I wish i could scream and throw a whole bunch of shit.

My dogs are in the backyard tearing up everything in sight, but i have no motivation to stop them. haha. literally. pathetic.

blaaaahhh.

6 out of 7 days a week, i really pray that i just wouldnt fucking wake up. Every morning i do i have to convince myself that there is a point to it ( Read more... )

not to self ( Read more... )

i feel very discontent with things going on.. its becoming harder and harder just to get to school, harder to find a ride to lancaster, harder to keep me happy, harder to keep everyone else happy. Harder to find people that i care about. none of this will matter in 2 years. thats the only hope i have ( Read more... )

Its hilarious that the people around me really think that they are saints that always get the worst end of stick.
shouldnt giving be just that? and when you give, shouldnt thank you be enough? in being the receiver, shouldnt you be modest on what you receive? its just hilarious. haha! joke is on me guys. :]

Im too upset and impatient to do some actual writing ( Read more... )

of course i have to write on the worst day ive ever had ( Read more... )

I check this livejournal everyday but never post anything public ( Read more... )

Im gonna need a new audrey hepburn calender.
sucky.

happy christmas. :]
new place on the 1st.
neerrrvoousss.

I love my life ( Read more... )