biggest disappointment.
tonight's gonna be another teary night.
it's been 5 weeks.
 

 I miss you when something really good happens,
because you’re the one I want to share it with.
I miss you when something is troubling me,
because you’re the only one who understands me so well.
I miss you when I laugh and cry,
because I know that you’re the one who makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear.
I miss you all the time,
but I miss ( Read more... )

 SPAIN, PLEASE WIN!

stop doing this to me, will you?
it's been too long. 

 today, my dad asked about you.
it feels horrible talking to them about you.
and it seems like, they still like you very much.

 shopping makes me happy
because it keeps my mind off things.

finally done with mid years.
i'll need to clear my desk, pack my notes
and start to be consistent.
i hope i won't have to do last minute revision for prelims.

seems like consistency is not in your dictionary.

 i've concluded, i eat a lot whenever i am:
- angry
- upset
- pissed
- STRESSED
- annoyed
- irritated

but recently, i haven't been able to enjoy my food.
i keep snacking on chocolate because
it's no friedfood&spicyfoodfor2weeks.
i think i'll get sick of chocolates, soon :/
so i think i'm getting fatter 
although my current diet would cause me to shed some ( Read more... )

wtf, i am so fucking pissed and upset and ARGH
I CANT BELIEVE YOU FUCKING DID THAT.
I SWEAR. I AM BOILING NOW AND ARGH!
FUCK FUCK FUCK.
YOU ARE A FUCKING ASSHOLE.
I SWEAR.
WHY THE FUCK MUST YOU FORWARD IT!
DONT REPLY THEN DONT REPLY LA!
FORWARD FOR WHAT. FUCK!

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“find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him,
who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep…
wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats,
who holds your hand in front of his friends, ( Read more... )

i think i'm finally able to piece myself back together
so please, dont break me up again.