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Avoidance?
I sit here at night sometimes, pondering life... and it's purpose, and the end result. I guess I should probably clarify that I do this not in a cynical, suicidal, "It's not worth living" kind of way, but instead in a "what am I supposed to be doing with my life" way. What is my purpose? What am I best at? What do I do that will make the most ( Read more... ) -
Death and moving on...
My last post was regarding the death of my Grandpa Clayton ( Read more... ) -
Current Events
Life lately has been drastically changing around me. My grandfather, with whom I lived for several years has been undergoing Chemotherapy for Lung/bone cancer again. This time, however, it has turned him into a "poor me, pity me, the world revolves around me and I can be as big of a jerk as I'd like" kind of guy, and I therefore, cannot stand to be ( Read more... ) -
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Job search = teh suck. -
Changes... and random nostalgia...
I am no longer a law student. I cried yesterday. All day. All night. I'm not crying anymore, so that's a start. I just wanted a hug last night... someone to sit with me so I could talk about other things with occassionally so that I was't left sitting here thinking. My journal title really is significant to me - I think ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: Nicknames
Cheltzc - my little brother Timmy couldn't pronounce my name when we were younger... my mom and family and friends always called me "Chels" and apparently the "s" sounded like a TZZZZ sound, lol. I have 5 little brothers, and at some point 4 of the 5 called me that. My cousin and best friend, Amber, articulated it in writing on a birthday card to ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: It's Too Late to Apologize
Hmm... another writers block...
Generally, I've NOT EVER been the person to hold grudges. Heck... I'm going to be in my best friend from when I was in Kindergarten's wedding next year, after NOT talking throughout highschool and most of Junior High... Yay for internet networking sites reconnecting people who have lost touch! People grow and change ( Read more... ) -
The Ever-Expanding List of Things About ME. (check back daily if you are intrigued :-))
1. I am in law school.
2. I love the topics involved and learning the law, but I hate HATE HATE the stress.
3. I am engaged to the most amazing man ever - he makes me laugh, is the one of the most intelligent people I know and I love him infinity.
4. I just realized that undertaking 100 sentences about myself is going to be more time consuming ( Read more... ) -
Update about my brother...
Exciting News! Timmy isn't going to Iraq. Apparently, his platoon lost the guy that deals with sending the troops families info, and helping the men who are overseas deal with stuff at home - my brother got that job. His platoon comes home in June and they aren't going to be redeployed until 2010 - and hopefully, by then things will have either ( Read more... ) -
Love where I live...
So - I decided to do the little "writers block" thing...
What do I love about where I live?
I live one block from beautiful Lake Lansing. There is a road that goes all the way around the lake that is surrounded by marshland that is filled with wildlife. Whenever I go for a walk I always see some type of wildlife: Deer, turkey, ducks, geese, ( Read more... )