So it's been like a month since I've updated.  I've been way busy with school.  Turns out I have to take 21 hours next semester to graduate in May.  But dang it I'll do it.  I can't wait to get out.  Over the summer some friends of mine and I are trying to plan a mission trip to Ukraine.  I'm way excited about going.  I really really really want ( Read more... )

So this past Wednesday, the 13th, was the day Robert and I began dating 4 years ago.  We went out Friday to the Olive Garden and to see a movie.  It was fun.  I like him alot.  Yesterday a couple of friends got engaged.  YAY!  That's way sweet.  I love them both.  I love my small group too.  Those kids rock.  I was going to work on my lab report ( Read more... )

So I've got physical chemistry lab in about 30 minutes.  Woo Hoo.  I have a report due in there today.  It's 11 pages long.  I finished it at about 11pm last night.  About 11:45 I began studying for my organic chemistry test I had today.  Then I had my devotion about 12:30. 
So yesterday in lab my organic prof. (Dr. Handy) came in and was talking ( Read more... )

Gosh, let's see.  The Milne's Bible study started Tuesday.  They are great.  I have no desire to do any of my work in school.  I am failing about all of my classes.  And all I care about is going away on missions next summer.  God's hilarious.  But I know that I need to worship Him by being diligent in my work.  I'm going to try harder at that.  I ( Read more... )

So tonight I got to talk to a friend I haven't talked to in a while, Shauntay.  Thanks Snico for telling her to call!!  It was so encouraging.  I love knowing that someone is dealing with the same things and feeling the same way and still plugging along because God is worth it.  My organic class TA kept me after recitation today, along with like 8 ( Read more... )

So yesterday was highschool homecoming at the ole' Alma Mater. I went. And I hated it as much as 2 years ago. Robert and I stayed through 1/2 time and then left. On our way there, well we kind of spent the day together since lunch, we discussed our relationship. As you read last time I was a little upset. Well, talking with Robert is usually just a ( Read more... )

So still not sure how I feel about Robert.  But I guess I know what I'll hear about that: "Feelings don't matter."  Maybe that's true.  Maybe feelings don't matter.  Here's a question though.  Anyone ever read "Redeeming Love?"  It's a good book.  It's basically about Hosea.  He loves his wife unconditionally and gives her all the room she needs to ( Read more... )

So here's the 2 random things for my day today. On the way home from church I daydreamed about dating *gasp* TJ. Yeah, shoot me now, right? I didn't actually daydream about it. It just crossed my mind for like 2 seconds. Then on the way home from SNA I actually daydreamed about dating a Sigma Nu. How weird is that? We went to Wendy's and he ( Read more... )

So, what's up? Awesome, not much. Good, good. I'm not really sure how I'm feeling. I think it's just tired. I can't wait to be free from this life of mindless sin that compromises me. I know that one day I will be, there is victory that You've won for me. And when You come back again I'll be free. Robert and I talked for like an hour last ( Read more... )

"I have given you an example that ye should do as I have done to you." Watch the kind of people God brings around you, and you will be humiliated to find that this is His way of revealing to you the kind of person you have been to Him. Now, He says, exhibit to that one exactly what I have shown to you.

September 11
My Utmost for His Highest
Oswald